Fed up

I am fed up with myself only sometimes,
The black colour appeals to me,
It runs in my veins like a fast depressing liquid,
Everything seems gloomy....
I feel like a big fool,
Who has no worth in real,
Nobody can be my frnd and heal,

I hurt myself many times,
I hurt others too...
I long for a literary companion...
I have not much interests in life
Just a boring person I am....
.

In my bad day,
I lose interest in even myself.
A burden to my soul .
My body is ...

Something is missing
To fill me,
I wish it will soon complete me.
⭐⭐⭐
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