Happy Birthday Bhaiya
Okay. Where do I start? How do I start? Let's start by saying, a very happy birthday bhaiya. I'll just try to write as much as I can in this and tell you yet again how grateful I am for you. Bhaiya, things have been tough some times. There were days when I could not bring myself to feel good, and there were nights where I just wished everything would stop and pause itself for a while because the chaos got too much.
But then you come and you do something like watching a movie or of course The Office series we are trying to complete (btw, Schitt's Creek and TBBT bacha hai yaar dekh lena kisi din saath me, please). I don't even have to tell you if something has happened, and you always make me feel better. I don't know how my days and my afternoons and nights will go after this Corona time period ends and things go back the way they were before, because I'm used to sitting to eat lunch and waiting for you to come. I'm used to dinners with you beside me, and us laughing. I'm used to doing fun things with you, and it sucks that things will go back to the way they were before and you will move back to the city.
You've always stuck by my side, you've made me understand things. You've been patient. And let's be honest, I am not scared of mumma or papa as much as I am scared of you. But if I fear you, I love you ten times more. You asked for a sister and even named her 'Sona'. And I thank my lucky stars that I got an elder brother like you. I love how you bluntly and brutally be honest with me about stuff even when at that particular moment, it hurts. (Truth always hurts but I admire you for always being truthful)
Bhaiya, I can't express, literally I can't express in words how much you mean to me and how much I love you. If you weren't there, I don't think I would be too. I am me, and I know I've said this before, I am me because of you.
You are my biggest inspiration in writing.
I love you bhaiya. And I can't thank god enough for giving me a brother like you. I love you Bhaiyaaaa❤️
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