//Sometimes lying is better than telling the truth.//
I stare at the moon, at times Smile at it, and it smiles back Even though it knows the smile wasn't directed to it Smiles like it's mocking me As if she knows all the secrets As if I accidentally spilt when drunk Did I?
The places we've been, I have never gone Again, cuz I was coward Afraid they would laugh at me Or afraid they would remind me of you? You will never know. Or I will never know?!
The way you loved me, The way I rejected Or denied my feelings? I lied to this girl who said she loves me I told her I love someone else, that I love you I was lying, Or was I?
I forget all those drunk talks, Sleep talks, or so I say, Willing to forget them. Cuz once I remember them, I know it would be my undoing And most of it would be Certain someone's name. I dared not to remember Or do I hate to admit it louder?
My friends tell me I talk gibberish when drunk That, I mumble, or in their words, "chant" Some unfamiliar name. I almost thought it was "her's" I asked them to record it They did But I had no enough nerve to listen to it I was terrified, to know the truth, they said Was I scared it would be your name?