Which smile are you smiling?

The happy or the sad?
The genuine or the fake?
The satisfactory or the exciting?
The relieved or the disappointed?
The mandatory or the natural?
The 'I'm fine' or the 'Just Leave Me Alone' ?
The heart speaking or the heart covering?
The 'this is me' or the 'this is what I've become'?
Which one?
©soulspeaking