When crossed fingers cross their path with the hope, eyes are closed and luck is explored. How badly can you wish for something to happen when the longest distance your sight can see is a bunch of moments which within seconds seal.
What do you even ask and how do you even prioritise your wishes? When your wishes are always something your sane mind knows would barely happen. You just don't wanna carry a burden of regrets when later you'll recall if you asked for it with any selflessness. So repeat it again and again and again till you'll have it by heart even after nothing lasts.
I tell you how it isn't in your hands what happened then, happens now and later when all you did is just be there anyhow. And even if it was would you really do it if all you want to carry forward is balanced peace and nothing else as of nows?
Things wither in seconds people drift away within feelings and none of them wait to bloom elsewhere where there aren't any traces of you.
If ever required do ask yourself if you'll try your best find a piece of solace there and comfort the aches. There's no any if but a surety that it'll be the most ignored italicized yes. With curves and points that you should tattoo it on your wrist. When the time will come show the constant hands and you'll need not fake an extra smile after the one which is supposed to be a laugh at yourself under your breath.
But the next time when you cross them don't hesitate to smile before saving it for later doesn't sound that good so do it already better.
kaetkey@sans_bornes Hey Aditi! Ah I know I don't have the accent ^-^" I can sing with an accent but while talking if I try with accent it feels fake. I'll try tho. The Indian accent will remain ig :/ Yeahh. I'm working on my pronunciation too. Been just writing in English. Talking is rare so XD I'm grateful for the honest feedback ^_^ Will try my best to improve!