THE PSYCHOPATH IN ME !!
She always comes around unexpectedly,
And makes me do unprecedented things.
She suddenly freezes my brain and takes control of my mind ,
Gives me sparkles that direct me to do unthoughtful things ..
People mistake her to be a caring charmer ,
But in actual sense she is just a manipulative witch ,
witch that majestically gets away with everything she does,
She takes no blame nor guilt for her actions but rather turns tables round to play the victim .
She always comes in the middle of the night ,
To fill me with sparks of feeling great about my self ,
She makes me feel powerful and special , unique compared to any one else .
She makes me live in a virtual world ,
Full of unrealistic things and habits .
Makes me enjoy mean things which normal people do not ,
She makes me enjoy the pain of others and their suffering .
She does all sorts of wild things to me ,
But what to say because she is me .
I do not have feelings for anything nor anyone ,
Neither do i remorse about sad happenings nor things i have to take actions for ,
She makes me release am not good enough to be loved by anyone in order to take control of me .
She makes me feel sudden boredom in order to take control of my mind ,
Does not allow me have long term relationships , cause she owns me .
Never lets me trust any one cause she fills me with lots of insecurities .....