• bare_heart 20w

    Fear

    A situation which draws you to feel literally what you see unconsciously is nothing but our dreams....
    Good ones are another which makes you smile when you wake up...
    But Nightmares are horrible at the same time...
    Which frightenes you at mid night, which spoils mornings, which can't let your mind to relax, and in a deep sleep also it makes you feel strongly what is going on in dream...
    A daily happenings of same have created fear to sleep for me...
    However I control or ignore unknown fear deep inside my heart always leads me to do something but not to sleep...
    There was time where I used to sleep effortlessly but now I need efforts, courage to sleep...thoughts what will I have today in dreams makes my mind painful...
    All the people who have gone through such situation will understand it better how horrible it is...
    At Morning rather than being relaxed I feel headache, which spoils my mood for whole day...
    And main hard thing is to pretend like you are okay or happy where actually you are not...
    To have a great wonderful and peaceful sleep without dreams is dream now...
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