Dont romanticize my hurt, you say My pain does not exist for your aesthetics. Okay, then. I promise I promise to be blunt this time.
You look ugly when you sleep.
I do think that Blue Lays is better than the green one, i just wish you thought that its okay to have different tastes.
I wish seeing your tears made me cry I really do, but i didnt. And it is what it is.
I never really liked your spotify playlist Never even listened to more than two songs, In fact. (I gave up when i saw shawn mendes in there)
At times I wish I could hate you.
I once did cry because of the way you smiled when i woke you up and wished you happy birthday. Your eyes were brighter than all the birthday candles that i could've bought, so bright that I never would have blown the fire away from them even if it meant missing a wish.
I'm sorry that i beautify everything that i see. I'm sorry for expecting us to turn into butterflies even when we were just a can of dying worms. I wish i could love you for the ugliness that you have, and the imperfections that we could have shared.
I don't regret us breaking up.
I just thought maybe we could've fixed it together
wine_mirrorsALSO @raika_ THIS ONE IS NOT IN SPOTIFY NOR IS IT A SONG WITH LYRICS IT'S JUST A PIECE OF MUSIC BUT GODDAMN IS IT BEAUTIFUL AF IT'S CALLED "Dancing Cyborg" FROM THE MOVIE CALLED IM A CYBORG BUT THAT'S OKAY