our perfect love affair

you took me to the darkest rooms of mine.
i wanted to cry, but i had cried enough.
i wanted to sigh, but i was never heard.
i want to live now, and i want to love,
i want to cuddle, and i want to hug.
i would sing, but this heart speaks no more.
i wish to be, but my own self is lost.
you add harmony to my heart beats, porcupine!
i lost you, and i beat my chest.
i let you go, and i curse myself.
i loved, oh! and i loved how you made me smile.
i laughed, and i loved how openly i could cry.
i was yours, and yet i was scared to let go.
i look for a firefly, as in dark, now i sit alone.
you were the light guiding me to our shrine.
i and you are separated now.
i and you were perfect, just how?
i still smile, walking down the memory lane,
i sometimes laugh alone, tell me, am i insane?
i still remember every single detail,
i remeber your nose, your hands, and your face.
you and i, in consonance, as two dots make a line.