What's the feeling of being loved yet not being able to revert back any. What's the feeling of having a better life than everybody else. It's suffocating at times, sometimes bloated.
There's I've loved reasonless. There's none I've loved eternal. Have I known love, I've seen many radiating towards me . Little had I wished to be able to transmit back; but.
I feel like an empty vessel capable of detaching from every other entity. Capable of resisting all attractions, capable of withstanding all repulsions. What have I become closer to divinity or just farther from humanity. Words no more prick me, no mordant words. Whenever I sense a tittle of love, I just drift into a ghastly nothingness.