Why Am I Hurting Myself

Russian roulette
Only me at the table
Talking to the wall even though you're sitting there
One bullet
Just waiting
Click
Click
Click
Spin
Click
Why Am I trying to kill myself
In the world alone
The corner I call my home
Click
I think I'm getting sick
Sick of the BS
Click
Click
I'm stuck
Quick sand
Spin
Spin
I can pretend that it's not hard
Pulling the trigger
Click
Click
I'm really trying to end this shit
Click
My heart is still racing
And
I'm still pacing
Click
Click
Boom
©anthonyhanible