• bare_heart 15w

    Days, weeks and years are passing very fast in these busy world.
    Each year we are becoming one more year older, older and older..
    Best time of life which is core of whole life that is age from 20 to 35 is going fast..
    I don't feel good for passing years in this speed...
    I have hundreds of dreams which I want to pursue and want to complete each of them for which I need time but life is moving very fast..
    If I scan my last many years then a considerable time is spent by me just on worrying and overthinking and being sad which is not good...
    I was very stubborn about the things I wanted and if I was not able to get then I used to feel sad hence from then I started leaving interest in everything and moved towards blank life some years ago. Literally I made my heart a stone because I was moving towards depression and I was a very successful in this. But then I realised that I can't live with this blank life where no feelings, interest in nothing, no excitement, no dedication towards goal..
    I made lots of efforts in making heart a stone and double efforts for making it again alive and feeling thrill...
    Now again I am the one that I was before with too much sensitive heart...
    I feel loved, worried, excited, scared, liked, in short all colors of life making my white paper colorful...
    I am developing interest even in the things which I hate because there must be something which can make me smile and can make my heart beat even in worst situation...
    I rarely feel relaxed now a days... I want to feel weightless heart and want to smile freely without single worry which is next to impossible because of my nature....
    What becomes routine is getting a challenge everyday and fighting against it....
    And my nature is worst thing ever because it is too good for people around me but for me it is too hard..
    Interesless life is toooo boring and hard so keep some interest in your life to live it..
    One day we all gonna leave this world hence it is advisable to live life each and everyday and to make a good memories..
    Stay always happy and healthy...

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