The most painful Memory...
I never knew I was this weak until you spoke something so hurting,
I never knew I'm so easy to break over some few words,
I never knew I'll be hurting more even though it's been two years,
I never knew I'll be hurting more thinking about the words you spoke.
I never knew, I never knew,
I don't know how it's my fault.
I don't have the right to choose my birth,
I don't have the right to choose my religion,
I don't have the right to choose my parents.
I don't know what mistake I've committed for something that's predestined.
I don't know. I don't know,
I still feel like drowning when I think of your mean words.
I never asked you the reason, I never asked you to stay because I ain't the type to beg someone who's not worthy.
Because of you I stopped having close friends, maybe it's all my fault.
But still I don't want to blame you I just understand it's just the way you are.
Maybe it's all in my head,
One day, I'm sure, one day,
I'll surely believe my life will be filled with the beautiful people who truly adores me for who I am and I'm gonna hope that happen.