Lonesome longing

No love is addicted, but lonesome longing,
Oh! a beauteous and unpleasant being
I just can't get away from the pieces of me
I'm ready to switch the seats, to see
How deeper I dig the grave of me!

As the crestfallen, I dream in mirage,
Losing myself in a shallow maze
could you please just ignore?
I'm the lonely waiting to fall,
hugging my longing draped in a shawl,

Oh! I'm the lonely waiting to fall
just fall! I can't say I won't go out,
It's just I stopped hearing my shout
Is there any place to go?
or I should just stay put at home?

In my head, now isn't the brain anymore,
It's the home of a lonely, making uproar
What a way to own disowned bones!
mirage of fear shining in gold
Oblivion of peace is all I can hold.

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