@writersnetwork @miraquill @writersbay #ceesrepostsExcerpt from Vishi's DiaryWednesday, 12 March 20XXNow, I don't converse with any individual anymore... Now, I don't reveal my secrets to anyone anymore.I just plug my earphones in and cry...Hehe, one day she took a promise from me and I gave her...She asked me, when I will die, will you cry on my grave?I was speechless...as I never envisioned it... (Tears gushed in my eyes) Inevitably, she asked again(now in a more delicate and genuine tone), will u? I answered, idk mmm mmm maybe I will...Today I again visited that memorial park... I wanted to cry on her grave...But I didn't...as I gave her that promisePresently I am perched on the passageway of the house... (House brimming with our recollections)I have put the key in the entryway lock. I have to turn the key round to open the door.What's more, I don't have enough courage to do so.As I know I will be lonely again...I am crying and I will cry more once I will enter the house...I need more mental fortitude to open the entryway and move inside... I have plugged in earphones, Listening to our favourite song...writing this and crying...Idk what's the time is...but it appears like dawn.I feel pain...I am still sitting at the entrance of the house.Now I can't write anymore.I think will die at the entrance of the house, thinking, expounding and writing about you...Whenever I was wrapped, you kissed my forehead and said...Everything will be fine.I want that kiss, those words againnn...Deep inside I know I won't be able to get that kiss those words againn..It seems like I am losing my consciousness.I won't be able to write anymore...Now, I will stop...Now, it is dark both inside and outsideNow, I can see bothstars and scars in this moonlight...I'm taking a gander at stars, it gives me tremendous harmony, possibly its a fix to this aggravation.Will come to you soon.©justt_humanI can share more about "vishi"
Losing you is losing me.