• justt_human 18w

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    Excerpt from Vishi's Diary
    Wednesday, 12 March 20XX

    Now, I don't converse with any individual anymore...
    Now, I don't reveal my secrets to anyone anymore.
    I just plug my earphones in and cry...

    Hehe, one day she took a promise from me and I gave her...

    She asked me, when I will die, will you cry on my grave?

    I was speechless...as I never envisioned it...
    (Tears gushed in my eyes)

    Inevitably, she asked again(now in a more delicate and genuine tone), will u?

    I answered, idk mmm mmm maybe I will...
    Today I again visited that memorial park...

    I wanted to cry on her grave...
    But I didn't...as I gave her that promise

    Presently I am perched on the passageway of the house...
    (House brimming with our recollections)

    I have put the key in the entryway lock.
    I have to turn the key round to open the door.
    What's more, I don't have enough courage to do so.

    As I know I will be lonely again...
    I am crying and I will cry more once I will enter the house...

    I need more mental fortitude to open the entryway and move inside...

    I have plugged in earphones,
    Listening to our favourite song...
    writing this and crying...

    Idk what's the time is...but it appears like dawn.
    I feel pain...

    I am still sitting at the entrance of the house.
    Now I can't write anymore.

    I think will die at the entrance of the house, thinking, expounding and writing about you...

    Whenever I was wrapped, you kissed my forehead and said...
    Everything will be fine.

    I want that kiss, those words againnn...

    Deep inside I know I won't be able to get that kiss those words againn..
    It seems like I am losing my consciousness.
    I won't be able to write anymore...

    Now, I will stop...

    Now, it is dark both
    inside and outside

    Now, I can see both
    stars and scars
    in this moonlight...

    I'm taking a gander at stars, it gives me tremendous harmony, possibly its a fix to this aggravation.

    Will come to you soon.

    ©justt_human

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