• _firefly 12w

    TW: VIVID IMAGERY (CAN BE DISTURBING)


    When forgiveness is a sin

    I am sorry for punishing you
    Oh wait, actually I am not,
    Dare you stare into my eyes
    And ask why!
    Because you are a monster
    who took away my self esteem,
    that night, when you crept in my bedroom,
    with a faint tread of your evil feet
    You tore apart my tunic
    Digging your dirty fingernails
    into my bare scarless skin,
    You shoved a cloth in my mouth,
    to stop my screams from being heard
    by the careless humans residing
    behind the walls of my room.
    You robbed me of
    my innocence,
    my dignity,
    my sanity,
    leaving me bereft of emotions
    and joy,
    which I once thought were mine.


    Am I sorry for punishing you
    Oh wait! I am actually not
    Because your abusive hands
    dried out all my hopes
    and positivity and made me
    Silent casualty as
    You assaulted me,
    Again and again,
    Ruthlessly,
    Cruelly,
    with a sluttish drunkenness,
    ruling above your head.
    My muffled cries
    broke me into pieces
    creating deep incurable voids
    inside my mind and
    the bruises you gave me
    on my cheeks
    throbbed as my salt filled
    tears hit them.
    With your every touch
    I felt
    the life inside me
    twist and turn,
    And at last it was
    butchered
    when you left me alone
    bleeding
    to death.
    You robbed me of
    my innocence,
    my dignity,
    my sanity,
    leaving me with a flaming fire of vengeance,
    burning my insides.

    I am sorry for punishing you,
    Oh wait, actually I am not,
    for you deserved your
    head to be separated from your torso,
    with the axe and the anger my father gave me,
    As a family heirloom,
    Because you tore apart my soul from my body.
    You! You robbed me of
    my innocence,
    my dignity,
    my sanity,
    leaving me emptily lying on cold floor
    And air choking my breaths with the scents of your filthy feet.

    I am sorry for killing you
    Oh no! I'm terribly not
    Neither for being victim of your vicious deed,
    Nor for making your inhuman heart bleed.
    I am sorry for killing you
    Oh no! I'm terribly not
    Neither for taking justice into my own hands,
    Nor for being a woman who'll be forever damned.

    My hands are blazing red, is it your blood or my agony.

    _firefly



    #epistrophe #wod @writersnetwork thank you ❤ #fireflywn

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