Lilith unleashed
©queerqueenathena
queerqueenathena
closeted lesbian escaping into the world of poetry to deal with her own mental health issues.
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queerqueenathena 6w
My mind wondered
As the thoughts thundered
Through the mental storm.
With a hardened heart
I paced through the war
Looking back simultaneously
Trying to figure out
If my reaction was justified.
Then I remembered my reasons
And moved ahead.
No regrets needed,
A step had to be taken.
Learning to fight my own battles
Standing up to the enemies of my progress
Burning the good girl image,
There was clearly no space for her
In this world of hypocrisy and uncertainties.
@queerqueenathena -
queerqueenathena 7w
Tears rolled and dried
As the opposition belied.
Blindsided by hate,
They vowed to devour
Every inch of me with vigor.
Connected by blood
Yet treated like dirt
I felt the urge to convert
Curt and divert,
The undeserved love with hurt.
The road to hate,
Is a downward spiral
Of unending spite
But I would rather die
Than forever dwell in the rabbit hole
Of a haunted and tainted mindset.
So I painted my own reality
And chose my preferred characters
Buried our attachments
And burnt out the memories
The good and the bad alike,
It was time to move on
From the past.
No more tears
No more heartaches.
I had to clear my mind
And create more space
For those that treated me
Like I mattered.
So long sisters!
Hope you find the way back to your true self
But until then,
May your souls rest not in peace!
©queerqueenathenaBuried alive
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queerqueenathena 16w
Astro projection (drag me to hell)
Gushing through the wind,
Rushing through the mud, blind.
Echoes howling from a distance
Getting closer and closer
Hellhounds panting at my feet
They drag and grab onto me.
Spiritual evacuation
Executed through devious hallucinations.
Lucid dreams,
Haunting me whenever the lights go out,
With no escape
My mind races
Then I look down and watch myself sleep
Floating around helplessly
Fighting to get back in,
Competing for space inside my own body.
I don't like it here,
But nothing seems to save me
From this unguided astro projection.
©queerqueenathena -
queerqueenathena 16w
The Moon Goddess (meditating hour)
Staring at the moon
Feeling like a loon.
I heard the elements croon
Aligning in my favor
Singing with flavor.
They called onto my saver
The Goddess of the night.
She looked at me with grace,
And I felt a soothing shiver
Pacing through my spine.
With all my senses at rest
I let my soul talk
I let myself cry.
I was one with the earth.
My tears dried in the wind
My body laid still
In that special moment
When my emotions were weightless.
"Light as a feather
Stiff as a board!"
Chanted my spirit
As She took charge of my burdens,
And guided my mind
Back into hopeful sensitivity.
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Knots
Knots and clots,
Of a memory entwined.
Religious trauma lags
As the spiritual world unwinds.
Troubled mind
Left behind
In an ending realm.
Recipe for disaster
Apocalyptic blaster,
Ganging up on a soulless fiesta.
©queerqueenathena -
Questions
Where do lost souls go?
When the saints go marching in,
And the world is covered in confetti,
Who do the broken ones,
Have to turn to?
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queerqueenathena 22w
Raindrops
Raindrops of eternal damnation,
Hushing,
Splashing.
Spirit of abrogation,
Afflicting,
Agitating.
Days getting harder,
Mind getting flooded.
Mental hailstorm,
Hurricane on the loose
Soul on a loss.
Thus goes the eulogy
Of the unhappy lad!
©queerqueenathena -
queerqueenathena 23w
Dead clowns don't bounce (the four horsemen)
"Dead clowns don't bounce" ,
Said all the royals at the circus show.
Famine looked on with delight,
Watching the freaks
Fall to their wildest desires,
Hungry for more and more,
They ate their guts out in a gush.
Dead clowns don't bounce!
Conquest and war joined the show
Together they feasted,
On the overflowing
River of fresh blood,
As the mortals tore each other to pieces.
Dead clowns don't bounce!
Then death came to finish the show,
But first he made the deceased come to life,
Just to mess with their simple minds,
For his amusement he let his brothers take the lead,
Then he sealed the deal and thus began,
The end of humankind!
©queerqueenathena -
Kiss kiss swish
Kiss
Me wild,
Give me
Nerve wrecking,
Spasm!
©queerqueenathena -
Flower in the attic
Flower
In the attic,
Trapped in the
Devil's cage,
Dead!
Withered,
The petals,
Crunched to bits,
Blown away,
Tragic!
Angels,
Mourn the
Death of yet
Another soul,
Lost!
Heavens
Punish the
Naughty misled by
Cunning Trick-star,
Condemned!
Devil
On the cross,
Takes the blame,
The church
Applauds!
©queerqueenathena
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And darling,
If you ever come back
Bring me hope
To believe In love again.
©pallavi_b -
Loving you
was actually,annoying
my own being. -
libertine13 125w
@rashi100108 @athena21 @2chinmayee @karishmamohanty @shivamarora616 #ceesreposts
(This poem is from the "lost notebook" I had come across circa 2011-2012, I no longer feel this way but understand some still feel lost and suffer. You are not alone, things will get better eventually if you keep faith and remain a good person at heart.)
these dead dreams
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out in the cold
bold soul shivers
rivers of tears flow
sorrow's blow delivered
hindered by memories
squandered my destiny
detest these dead dreams I ponder
©libertine13these dead dreams
out in the cold
bold soul shivers
rivers of tears flow
sorrow's blow delivered
hindered by memories
squandered my destiny
detest these dead dreams I ponder
©libertine13 -
libertine13 129w
@rashi100108 @2chinmayee @karishmamohanty @zsa_zsa_celestial_ @athena21 #ceesreposts
(This is the first of poems inspired by @rashi100108, someone I am proud to call a friend from here on Mirakee. Due to my extremely sad and traumatic life which was only compounded by my lack of insight into my mental health issues (severe depression and anxiety) and self-medicating with alcohol and drugs, my writing tends to reflect my past...very dark and sorrowful. In recent years I have made great strides in healing my mind, body and soul, yet my writing still remains dark. @rashi100108 has been a valued friend and a great inspiration with her own brilliantly insightful and heartfelt writing, and in a comment to one of my posts she mentioned wanting to see me write something positive...this was the first which I wrote, there are definitely more to come...thank you Rashi )a clear mind
a clear mind
a pure heart
the start of something beautiful
an amazing friend
her inspiring words
I heard within something truthful
hidden in life's darkness
is pure joy which quietly harkens
stark the world's sorrow and pain
yet love will forever shine again
©libertine13 -
libertine13 132w
@rashi100108 @2chinmayee @karishmamohanty @athena21 @yaish_ #ceesreposts
resentments (fascist demise)
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boiling resentments
impediments to peace
toiling intent misspent
sediment of anger released
deceased hopes linger
finger f**ked to whiplash
ceaseless coping blur
stinger stuck spurs backlash
crack ashes spell dissent
bent mind's masochist pride
track's rash hell descent
rent time's fascist demise
these eyes red resentment stained
these cries dead contentment strained
pain reigns these demented skies burning
no discerning these dented lies true shame
©libertine13(READ CAPTION)
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libertine13 133w
@rashi100108 @2chinmayee @karishmamohanty @diyabedi @reneewolfcrowdenunez
(This is a very recent piece...though my life has become brighter and more positive, I can't help but be incensed by the greed, corruption and violence within this world.)
empathy's dying dream
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such a calamity
this world's ego
this world's libido
amino acid vanity
humanity is failing
savagery is king
depravity is queen
insanity's deceitful hailing
ailing alabaster nightmare
railing against empathy's dying dream
true heart's pale screams echo eternally
©libertine13(READ CAPTION)
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libertine13 151w
love (nothing to save)
love is a lie
though we may try
to mold it as our vision
the colour of sky
the passage of time
simply shapes our sure division
love is a fear
of no one left near
drifting into death's oblivion
since womb was clear
solemn tomb is here
holding faithless soul's derision
nothing to save now but emptiness
since nothing we gave was selflessness
©libertine13 -
libertine13 155w
euthanasia
sweet chemical fantasia
slow self-euthanasia
malaise supernova rush
hush eyed paranoia
avoid the razor reality
numb isolation humanity
sanity lost highway
hide-away cloud dystopia
cornucopia lust echo
cocaine vein art deco
retro libido obsession
confession mute oblivion
Bolivia dream infection
reverse morality intervention
reflection cast blue fallacy
true malady mirror dementia
©libertine13 -
jhean_the_poet 155w
Your name; shall be the title of my suicide note!
©jhean_the_poet -
rashi100108 153w
Collab with one of the amazing writers of Mirakee
James Brower.
Hope you like it friend
#pod @mirakee @writersnetwork @iammusaafiir @supppy @mamatha_manjula @naheen_zaara @raaj_kalam_ka @laughing_soul @libertine13
#satender_tiwari
#theknightstarkShivering solemnly in life's shadows
Shallow moment's anxious quivering
@libertine13
Moments of momentous glimpses
Wherein your thoughts rose like the tempest
©rashi100108
