Quotes and poetry by rudra_92

She’s still in my 11:11 wish.

She’s like battery for me. When she’s not with me, I instantly fall dead.

What a weird motivation is PAIN

It’s hurting to live without her.
It was hurting her when I was with her.

I last wrote 5 years ago,
Now I’ve written 5 posts in 5 hours.

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It’s been 12 hours since I’ve been thinking of talking to her.

But every time I make up my mind,
My wallpaper reminds me of the story she posted after our fight -

‘Be with someone who’s good for your mental health.’

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I left because she called me the negativity of her life.
I can’t even sleep without hearing her voice.
But if I tell her this, she might call it my drama,
So I just scream inside and smile outside.
She’s doing okay, I saw her posts.
I hope she actually loves me someday.

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My god knows that

I

Tried.

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In the end,

I wish I could tell her that
I miss her touch.

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I check my phone on every notification.
And I lock my screen every time
It
Isn’t
You.

I do not know for how long
Will my screen
Stay locked tonight...

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Walking down an alley, my feet pamper the concrete,
Not thanking the rain, for the sweet wet deceit.
Around the corner of this strange dark city,
I bump straight into you, a perfect serendipity.

We move along together, out of the mist,
I make you work your options, you help me make a list.
And suddenly everything seems to fall in place,
like the outcome of the most awaited race.

Yet something is missing, something’s incomplete.
Buried in the snow but I still feel the heat,
of frozen desires and words unsaid.
So let’s ease things and share a smile instead?

I never thought Cupid felt the need to be witty,
But seeing you is always a fresh serendipity;
So I’ll be your emotion, I’ll be my best,
Hold on for now, for now, forget the rest.

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It’s funny how dead have more peace
than the living.