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  • saniyasain 23w

    Shine

    When I first started writing......

    My first poem back in 2018.

    I want to shine.

    I want to shine like water,
    In sun in moon.
    I want to show my colours
    Like flowers and nature.

    I wanna be the best
    In this world.
    I want to show you who am I
    I want to shine like
    Diamonds in dark.

    I want to fly
    Like birds, like planes.

    I wanna be the best
    Like you (people), like stars in night.
    I want to shine like sun
    Which blows and burns
    I want to shine like water
    In sun in moon ..

    It's been almost three years since I wrote my first work of poem. Well to be honest I neither had the talent nor the interest, but that morning I had a little argument with my parents over things I didn't knew I could do, they said that I limit myself, I always put a boundary with people before talking to them that is why, I don't have people I want in my life.
    So I wrote this, why I limited myself back then was because, I wasn't good enough, actually not at all.
    I was to afraid to put myself truly out, I was afraid I will get hurt again and again.
    It was a serious pain to be honest.

    A pain of not having people you want to, fear of losing people you don't want to, fear of failing at everything you do or not doing them as good as others, fear of not having the courage and confidence to talk.

    Now when I look back at my older self or this( poem) I think, the biggest fear was losing myself from me, I wasn't eager for other's attention but my own, I never really paid attention to me rather I gave them attention who were never meant to me, I was looking for my lost self, I badly wanted to be recognised, but by me.

    In this three years of writing I didn't only got good at my grammar but I found my lost self, I started knowing what am I worth, and I'm worthy for myself, the attention I want I'm getting, from me.
    My lost love for me returned back.
    My lost confidence grew stronger.
    And by this I got all the people I need by my side, the ones who are care, who I wanted in my life.
    I think some things can change your everything, that argument with my parents ( ps thanks a ton to them, and obvio I have always been grateful and will be to them) changed my whole world, I'm not the same person I used to be, I didn't lost my old self but I grew more on my own, the confidence, the hard work, and a passion of wanting to do something so badly.
    Writing changed the whole of my world for a good and I'm happy, I'm happy I'm not the same, I'm happy I still am silly but I'm not losing me.
    I'm finally happy, I'm finally shining
    But for me.....


    ©Saniyasain
    ©saniyasain


    I can't see you with her.


    I was sleeping at night
    And I thought your were only mine
    But you weren't even better
    Like every other boy
    You fucked my life.

    And then suddenly you showed up with her
    Idk why but I just can't see her with you.
    It's the feeling I can't describe
    But I don't wanna hate her

    I wish you were only mine.
    Only if all those things didn't happened.

    Maybe you liked her only from the beginning.
    I wished it wasn't true
    But I know you never felt a thing for me.

    I don't wanna give up on you
    Cause you are my everything
    And a piece of my heart I once had a right to call only mine.

    I'm sorry, but I can't see you with her.
    I don't wanna cry but my eyes they refuse to stay dry.
    I don't wanna give up on you but all I see is her in your eyes.

    I guess she's all that matters.
    I'm the lost card you first pretended to love.
    I guess she's the only girl you have in your life.
    I wish we could end up together but that was just a dream in night.

    © Saniyasain
    ©saniyasain

  • saniyasain 35w

    Shine

    When I first started writing......

    My first poem back in 2018.

    I want to shine.

    I want to shine like water,
    In sun in moon.
    I want to show my colours
    Like flowers and nature.

    I wanna be the best
    In this world.
    I want to show you who am I
    I want to shine like
    Diamonds in dark.

    I want to fly
    Like birds, like planes.

    I wanna be the best
    Like you (people), like stars in night.
    I want to shine like sun
    Which blows and burns
    I want to shine like water
    In sun in moon ..

    It's been almost three years since I wrote my first work of poem. Well to be honest I neither had the talent nor the interest, but that morning I had a little argument with my parents over things I didn't knew I could do, they said that I limit myself, I always put a boundary with people before talking to them that is why, I don't have people I want in my life.
    So I wrote this, why I limited myself back then was because, I wasn't good enough, actually not at all.
    I was to afraid to put myself truly out, I was afraid I will get hurt again and again.
    It was a serious pain to be honest.

    A pain of not having people you want to, fear of losing people you don't want to, fear of failing at everything you do or not doing them as good as others, fear of not having the courage and confidence to talk.

    Now when I look back at my older self or this( poem) I think, the biggest fear was losing myself from me, I wasn't eager for other's attention but my own, I never really paid attention to me rather I gave them attention who were never meant to me, I was looking for my lost self, I badly wanted to be recognised, but by me.

    In this three years of writing I didn't only got good at my grammar but I found my lost self, I started knowing what am I worth, and I'm worthy for myself, the attention I want I'm getting, from me.
    My lost love for me returned back.
    My lost confidence grew stronger.
    And by this I got all the people I need by my side, the ones who are care, who I wanted in my life.
    I think some things can change your everything, that argument with my parents ( ps thanks a ton to them, and obvio I have always been grateful and will be to them) changed my whole world, I'm not the same person I used to be, I didn't lost my old self but I grew more on my own, the confidence, the hard work, and a passion of wanting to do something so badly.
    Writing changed the whole of my world for a good and I'm happy, I'm happy I'm not the same, I'm happy I still am silly but I'm not losing me.
    I'm finally happy, I'm finally shining
    But for me.....


    ©Saniyasain
    ©saniyasain


    I can't see you with her.


    I was sleeping at night
    And I thought your were only mine
    But you weren't even better
    Like every other boy
    You fucked my life.

    And then suddenly you showed up with her
    Idk why but I just can't see her with you.
    It's the feeling I can't describe
    But I don't wanna hate her

    I wish you were only mine.
    Only if all those things didn't happened.

    Maybe you liked her only from the beginning.
    I wished it wasn't true
    But I know you never felt a thing for me.

    I don't wanna give up on you
    Cause you are my everything
    And a piece of my heart I once had a right to call only mine.

    I'm sorry, but I can't see you with her.
    I don't wanna cry but my eyes they refuse to stay dry.
    I don't wanna give up on you but all I see is her in your eyes.

    I guess she's all that matters.
    I'm the lost card you first pretended to love.
    I guess she's the only girl you have in your life.
    I wish we could end up together but that was just a dream in night.

    © Saniyasain

  • saniyasain 38w

    Dear Francis, from your mary

    DEAR FRANCIS, From your mary.

    It was a blooming day,
    The winds were rushing
    And I was dancing on the music
    Created by the droplets, falling from the eyes,
    On a loss, of you, or your death which I couldn't explain but still mourn too.

    It's been past few months,
    And I must move on
    To gain the reign, you left,
    For the country we must rule, and for you I mustn't lose.

    The droplets are still falling,
    As if I never stopped crying,
    Or maybe I can't stop dancing on the song,
    Which the droplets were muttering,
    Since your death, as if I still have you by my side, inside my head

    The sun is bright, it's been some years
    And I still can't stop dancing, from time to time
    It reminds me of you and your beautiful mind,
    You were the last best thing that happened to me, in my whole life time

    Your heart is with me
    And mine stayed with you,
    My best times are still near your grave,
    Oh dear forgive me cause I never said a sweet goodbye, cause maybe I wasn't brave.

    I'll soon turn back to the moon
    To return my love
    Until I'm there with you,
    This isn't the end,
    Cause death couldn't break us, until this world upend.
    ©saniyasain


    Poetic style used - ELEGY
    Historic event- DEATH OF KING FRANCIS, QUEEN Mary's ONLY LOVE, they both loved each other to death but they were together for. A short period of time and then francis died, which broke Mary, and she became a heartless and cold women she the went on to fight for her reign from queen elizabeth I

  • saniyasain 65w

    Dear Francis, from your mary

    DEAR FRANCIS, From your mary.

    It was a blooming day,
    The winds were rushing
    And I was dancing on the music
    Created by the droplets, falling from the eyes,
    On a loss, of you, or your death which I couldn't explain but still mourn too.

    It's been past few months,
    And I must move on
    To gain the reign, you left,
    For the country we must rule, and for you I mustn't lose.

    The droplets are still falling,
    As if I never stopped crying,
    Or maybe I can't stop dancing on the song,
    Which the droplets were muttering,
    Since your death, as if I still have you by my side, inside my head

    The sun is bright, it's been some years
    And I still can't stop dancing, from time to time
    It reminds me of you and your beautiful mind,
    You were the last best thing that happened to me, in my whole life time

    Your heart is with me
    And mine stayed with you,
    My best times are still near your grave,
    Oh dear forgive me cause I never said a sweet goodbye, cause maybe I wasn't brave.

    I'll soon turn back to the moon
    To return my love
    Until I'm there with you,
    This isn't the end,
    Cause death couldn't break us, until this world upend.
    ©saniyasain


    Poetic style used - ELEGY
    Historic event- DEATH OF KING FRANCIS, QUEEN Mary's ONLY LOVE, they both loved each other to death but they were together for. A short period of time and then francis died, which broke Mary, and she became a heartless and cold women she the went on to fight for her reign from queen elizabeth I.

  • saniyasain 65w

    Coming

    Standing at the start
    Crying, tearing and pretending
    All together, like a piece of art.

    Still like a waterfall
    Flying all above like a peacock
    The feather flew away,
    Which wanted to land on purple stars and moon, grey

    Looking back, no it can't
    To High, way to far
    Out of there reach
    Looking Beautiful and alluring
    But is heavy and dark.

    It's essence is strong
    It will shine bright like a sun
    But may burn like a fire
    No, never gave up, not at the moon
    but just a little tired, will come back soon.

    ©saniyasain

  • saniyasain 65w

    The day we first met

    The first impressions we had aren't the same, or that isn't the way we think about us now...


    THE DAY WE FIRST MET

    It wasn't that great
    I don't know why
    I still remember
    But in the mornin around eight

    I was tired, but already late
    It was a new start afterall
    In a new school , she gave me
    A piece with some butter, but still I ate

    I ran towards the class
    Unknown of the fact
    That i will ruin someone's
    Shirt with some coffee in school

    It was funny, but I said sorry
    The stare I got I felt his anger ,
    He didn't excepted my apology,
    I ran but promised to buy him coffee

    It wasn't the end
    I gotta know he was in my class
    Sadly, tho he came
    But obviously was a little late

    Well he again gave me stares
    I ignore, later he came
    And said it's okay , but he blammed
    Me for all of it well we started arguing again
    And I didn't layed back..

    Few months were just like that hating each other, to be honest we were rivals since we met. But that day he was too close for me to call that I hate him, we couldn't stop looking at each other in the eyes.
    It is a little dramatic isn't it, I know but that day I felt how is it to be that close to someone,
    But that wasn't "THE DAY".
    Many more days came, when we were close many came when we were fighting and were annoying for each other.
    But, this, but kills me everytime but I tried my best not to love him, I tried to convince myself that I can never love the person I hated the most when we first met.
    But nothing went the way I wanted it to be,
    I loved him more and more and called it hatred.
    I was confused and lost, I guess we both were.
    And guess what "THE DAY" came.
    I will remember every moment of that day, same as the day we first met.
    He again was annoying and I was too.
    But he was caring for me and I was too.
    He was looking for me and I was too.
    He was cheering me up and I was too.
    He was just being himself and was fighting with me and I was too.
    That day nothing went the way it should have, I was just wondering Everything will pass the same way it was.
    But, that day world was a mess.
    Actually my world was a mess,
    The teacher came and told me too immediately come to the teachers office.
    I was afraid and was asking myself
    "Hey, have you done anything
    'no I didn't'......
    He was still looking at me and obviously I was too,
    I went their and it was really a mess my world was a mess, my mom, my sweet mother who worked hard ever since we left dad, was suffering from life and death after the accident which happened the moment she left after dropping me for school.
    Hearing that I was broken and I was torn apart, I went to the hospital with my teachers,
    That day he came to the hospital where my mom was and looked at me while my eyes were full of tears and my heart was to filled up to fill it more with love.
    But the only thing he said was 'I will always love you" and hugged me tight, I guess I needed that,
    And I cried more and more and more while he only did one thing that too hugged me tight.
    Everything was coming back, and my world too, my mom.
    And he was there everytime, Every moment and when we came back, when everything was okay.
    He said to me "that I found a women, stronger than anyone I know except my mom and your mom too,
    I was confused and said why are you throwing these filmy lines and asked,
    who is she..?
    And he said that's obviously the person I love the most and I adore the most too
    He continued and said looking into my eyes...
    "That girl is looking at me in my eyes."
    I was numb and just stared at him with my eyes full of tears,
    He wiped them and said,
    I hate you.......
    Obviously I didn't laid back, even while having tears in my eyes, I said "I hate you too".
    But today and every day ever since that has been a rollercoaster ride for my feelings and me.
    First he was annoying
    Today he's alluring
    Tomorrow he will be loving
    And again this story will be touching.
    Our hatred turned into love
    The first impression of him I had "that he's annoying" has turned into "deep and pure love".
    Today he's carring me, my love and my secrets.
    But the biggest secret is still a secret "that I had a kinda crush on him when we first met well he was handsome and every girl liked that".
    But I still hate him for loving me more.
    Then I do.
    I have found the love, I was searching for a long time in the person I hated when I met him the first time.
    But this time I will love him, more and more and more than ever, maybe forever or until the very last time.

    ©saniyasain

  • saniyasain 76w

    How educated you are can never justify your personality, or intelligence.

    ©saniyasain

  • saniyasain 76w

    Shine

    When I first started writing......

    My first poem back in 2018.

    I want to shine.

    I want to shine like water,
    In sun in moon.
    I want to show my colours
    Like flowers and nature.

    I wanna be the best
    In this world.
    I want to show you who am I
    I want to shine like
    Diamonds in dark.

    I want to fly
    Like birds, like planes.

    I wanna be the best
    Like you (people), like stars in night.
    I want to shine like sun
    Which blows and burns
    I want to shine like water
    In sun in moon ..

    It's been almost three years since I wrote my first work of poem. Well to be honest I neither had the talent nor the interest, but that morning I had a little argument with my parents over things I didn't knew I could do, they said that I limit myself, I always put a boundary with people before talking to them that is why, I don't have people I want in my life.
    So I wrote this, why I limited myself back then was because, I wasn't good enough, actually not at all.
    I was to afraid to put myself truly out, I was afraid I will get hurt again and again.
    It was a serious pain to be honest.

    A pain of not having people you want to, fear of losing people you don't want to, fear of failing at everything you do or not doing them as good as others, fear of not having the courage and confidence to talk.

    Now when I look back at my older self or this( poem) I think, the biggest fear was losing myself from me, I wasn't eager for other's attention but my own, I never really paid attention to me rather I gave them attention who were never meant to me, I was looking for my lost self, I badly wanted to be recognised, but by me.

    In this three years of writing I didn't only got good at my grammar but I found my lost self, I started knowing what am I worth, and I'm worthy for myself, the attention I want I'm getting, from me.
    My lost love for me returned back.
    My lost confidence grew stronger.
    And by this I got all the people I need by my side, the ones who are care, who I wanted in my life.
    I think some things can change your everything, that argument with my parents ( ps thanks a ton to them, and obvio I have always been grateful and will be to them) changed my whole world, I'm not the same person I used to be, I didn't lost my old self but I grew more on my own, the confidence, the hard work, and a passion of wanting to do something so badly.
    Writing changed the whole of my world for a good and I'm happy, I'm happy I'm not the same, I'm happy I still am silly but I'm not losing me.
    I'm finally happy, I'm finally shining
    But for me.....


    ©Saniyasain
    ©saniyasain

  • saniyasain 96w

    Nature/ sunset

    I was trying to embrace
    The moon
    But it got hooked up
    So soon.

    I was trying to enhance the fuel
    But the essence
    Of soil was just full

    By looking at the sky
    I thought I will fly
    It was just alluring but not dry

    The photograph I had
    Was mesmerizing
    I don't think something can be
    That Beautiful yet dying

    Felt like stars
    Around my neck
    It was magical
    And was not just a peck.


    Sun shining in the dark
    Was saying
    I'm the shining star

    I'm really glad
    I saw the aesthetic wonder
    So beautiful that I never had
    ©Saniyasain

  • saniyasain 96w

    My flaws are like a flower
    Wondering if should glow or blow away
    In a rain shower

    ©saniyasain