I remember the first time I saw you. You were scribbling your girl's name on a table with hearts all around and I looked at you first time that day, You had a big smile on your face while you were looking at the name you just wrote. You wouldn't look at any other girl because you loved her that much that you can't dare look at anyone else than her. I remember the first time you talked to me. You had your lunch and were looking for water cause your bottle was empty and you can't wait until you go and fill it. I offered you water and you smiled at me. Then you filled my bottle back and gave it to me with a sweet Thank You. I remember your sparkling eyes fading away and your smile disappearing, they told me that, that girl broke your heart and went away leaving you to suffer. I felt sad cause I had seen you glowing in love with her. And now you had no light around and it was so dark around you like someone pulled away your only string of happiness and you had no smiles to offer now. I remember myself being there for you everytime you were sad and trying to comfort you with things you didn't know about you. It felt like we both were connecting, knowing eacg other, trying to comfort each other. I was starting to care for you like you were mine to care for and it was my responsibility to make you happy. I tried to fulfil them at a very high price from myself but your one smile started giving me comfort and peace I had yearned for throughout my life. I tried to forget after all this that you were the same person who knew I was falling for you and still got away from me. I remember you tossing my heart around like any ball you had to play with. I remember hating myself for you going away and making myself believe that I was never enough. I remember you treating me like I was worthless and me still smiling despite all you were doing to make me go away. Dear person, I just want to ask you that are you happy breaking someone who loved you with all they had as much that they had nothing else to give to any other person then. I hope that you do not miss my love and care at all because you do not even deserved that at first place. I hope that you have got another girl who may be loving you but I am sure she can not love you the way I did. But hey, its okay. Sometimes you get more than what you deserve but once you start taking it for granted God takes that away from you and gives them to somebody who deserves its every ounce. I am happy that I do not remember even making memories with you and I am happy I am not connected with you in any way. I hope you are getting what you deserve because I surely remember sleepless nights and unstoppable tears and the darkness for years surrounding me because of you! I hope you get what you deserve for good and for bad cause you can not escape what you have done!