I am sorry that the world wasn't always kind to your heart ..I am sorry that you gave soo much of yourself to people who made you feel like you were difficult to love,to people who made you feel like you had to apologise for the way you cared. I am sorry that you experienced certain things at the hands of love that caused you to stop believing in its kindness. I am sorry that love wasn't your safe place always , I am sorry that love wasn't always compassionate.
I am sorry that the world sometimes forget to protect your soul. That the universe sent you certain human beings who were hurt,and they in turn hurt you . I am sorry that you had to carry all of that weight inside of yourself . I am sorry for the things you had to endure ,for the ways in which the world met you with experiences and you were not prepared for, circumstances you could not weather on your own ..
. अपनी पसंद के कपड़े पहन नहीं सकती पहन भी लूं गर तो बाहर टेहेल नहीं सकती . होठों को रंगों से भरूं तो उसे गलत बताया जाता है तू पराए घर जायेगी इक दिन ये हर रोज जताया जाता है . दूसरों के बेटियों को जलील होते देख मां मेरी भी रो देती है बेढ़गी कपड़े पहन लूं कभी तो वो अपनी सब्र खो देती है। . कुछ कर भी लुं अपनी मन की तो दुनिया बुरा मान जायेगी कुछ भी खुदसे ना करूं अगर तो ये क्या ख़ाक आगे जायेगी! . इन उलझनों के बीच कहीं तो हूं मैं नजाने कहां हुं मैं ||