Miraquill
The Shutdown
I closed all doors,
One by one
To step into this,
Eternal and naive darkness
That seems so frightful,
But is actually too delightful
For it has been suffering,
On its own for infinity
In a hope to see its dazzling light,
Anticipating only nurture and only care
Mistaken and vulnerable,
Its been waiting to be seen
By the lightning that struck,
And left it in a black hole in time
I showed what the world sees,
How darkness and light have always coexisted
Realizing all the pain was not necessary,
Darkness met Light and created space
Filled with the sun, stars and moon,
As a proof of their true love and devotion
Walking away I felt a tap on the shoulder,
It was them both smiling
Who sent me back to the world,
Where I could see the sun, stars and the moon
And know that they have always been together,
In space and time, like you and me
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Great Soul
Theres got to be a way to live this life
Not feeling like choking on a knife
Theres got to be a way to feel what you feel
Unlike escaping and skipping a meal
Theres got to be love and to be loved
Rather than a chance of being undeserved
Theres got be a will and a purpose
For all those who end up in cycle of reuse
Theres got to be something beyond just ordinary
To make a great soul, probably meet a fairy
Theres got to be a dauntless heart
Which will beat no matter what
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In Life's game
I really want to write a happy lore
Its been my dream forever now
Will that ever happen or will I be no more
My heart is wrenched in pain somehow
I smile and smile in all the trying times
Make decisions with kindness first
I recall that I repeat myself like wind chimes
Same sounds but different tones of dust
My screams may sound similar
But the want to be understood is the same
Now im not scared of anyones demeanor
Lost all the will in this life's game
What might come, will come
What may not, will not
Id rather this or that but im so numb
Im getting colder and theres nothing hot
I cannot run and I cannot drown
I cannot float either or even fly
All I want to do is write a happy lore
For you to laugh with me and share a tear of joy
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silverspoon
31w
What it's like
Revisiting the past
Claiming memory after another
Looking for love
While a bleak present is running by faith
What it's like
To be in the dark
And no one knocks your door
Your heartbeat broken
With a cloudy head
What it's like
To be stuck in a loop
Nothing brings life
To be feeling apart
In these rocket socials
It is what it's like
Like sinking blood
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38w
Pain hotel
Looking through her hotel room's window
She thought if she should still want him or no
If she still has to wait for that day
In split second, she was holding back tears
Escaping and hiding in his memories
She told herself, she'd rather not cry this time
Because she still doesn't understand
If she needs to stop that beating heart
Or just let it skip a beat, when she thinks of him
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50w
Dimmed frame
Underneath this waking world
There is a lawless order
Often traitors being understood,
Villians being applauded
For diminishing humane skies,
And love for those
Who truly and reluctantly live,
Embrace the freedom of thought
Explore insanity to be lost,
While kindness was coveted
In deceit and manipulation,
For whats more was empathy
Lost its way to roughhouse,
Adamant quest for euphoria
Laid down an illusion
Between the past and future,
Where Now is a paradoxic heartache
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Pretentious Sorrow
Is this a troubled soul
Cause now its taking a toll
Even more right now
On my faith in love
I tell myself its seasonal
Or perhaps terminal
Banging on the closed door
For anyone to open atleast a little more
Who is on the way
To find this molten clay
Endless waiting
In a hope of skating
Through horrid dark veins
Into healing chains
What could it be called
Destiny or fate reinstalled
Can death surpass these weak tantrums
If so, I'd dance in joy and roll the drums
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If I could be
I dream and paint pictures
Of what love looks like
Maybe im cursed
And made to vow
To emptiness and silence
I stood there starring
Simply for them to trespass
But I beg them to understand me
That its hollow inside my bones
And nobody does
I failed to explain probably
The depth of my pain
The tremors of these screams
Now everybody wonders why
Have I turned numb
I don't know either
Perhaps im blessed to rot
In my own world
Of makeshift stories
All this to only ask you
Did you ever feel loved
Cause I never did
I never could
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Damned Carousel
In every dream's background
I play our favourite memories
Its summer, I run to you
And this time, we go picking blueberries
Said I missed you
You confessed that you madly did
If its all about good times
Let me bottle these illusions with a lid
Soon I struggle to wake up
And accept its always a dream
Talking giggling kissing
Always together like a team
Was it adoration or was it reprisal
Cause my heart still awaits
To know what its like
Arrival of true love crates
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Lake flower
Winter had now gone
Just before she was born
Her fate was in spring
And in every little birds' wing
Now sunshine kissed her everyday
To make sure she is doing okay
After a few sunsets on that hill
She bloomed next to the wind mill
Her smiles brought happiness
And that kept spreading nonetheless
Her love so tender and bloom so radiant
That she pushed the bugs that never meant
It was time to wither and fall
Into the land's reign of decay for all
Her life was destined to lend
And thus, all beautiful things come to an end
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