My heart needs a break Sitting in the night sky beside a frozen lake I wonder With those painful aches Yet for the sake Should I back seat take ? And even if I , then what difference could it possibly make ?
Those crate of memories Million bruises and it's remedies Those beautiful lies With mournful cries
Pathetic histories of the past That holds me back so hard And ends up with a constantly recurring reminder As my demons are on the way to take me under
Those forgery credence Make me realise That what I used to believe the world as a paradise Now is blinded by It's time now to say a good bye To my younger self with a sigh That may be I'll be the next blinder !!
So freaky but Still a lot funny Yeah people try to say that I act little in a hurry I wish that our story to never end As I promise that even the silent suns to meet the night will be abashed and never offend
My mind's a mess I do agree my insecurities At times put my loved ones in distress Sometimes I laugh Sometimes I do cry on behalf
My mood swings Change and switch At times so auto functioning That in sad moments I do laugh And in happy moments I do not even need a reason to cry .
I can't control my mood swings anymore Well I really do wonder How can I have two emotions at once ? Sometimes the darkness becomes so scary And sometimes I love to dance with shadows of the darkness.
So irritated Impulsive Biting my nails Over thinking Confused at times miserable and unmotivated too Bumping my legs up and down constantly
Blue turns to grey To all the different birds out there I say I have found the girl Who once I used to be So free and the real me
Did you remember the girl who I used to be ? So shabby and wary but still always used to be the real me So many pain and bruises to show But her innocence with much hefty and valorous skin, her beauty appeared to glow
She was just like a book Beautiful by cover And yet she carried with herself that forever changing look
I never was in love ; and since He proved me wrong, Now what's more left to convince Me for any long
Little did she know Let a little bit of courage and her enthusiasm show my love is sized And my fear is so True friends from flattering foe I can grant thou I never saw a goddess though
As a princess that I was being treated by my lovely parents In light of recent events Well who are ready to hear The worst for her disappearance ?