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  • sop_h10 9w

    #quiet #rhyme

    I used to sing
    I used to bring
    Light into the world
    With a song
    I'd cast along
    Some form of hope
    Now I just sit alone
    And it's quiet,
    Lonely, in ineffable sadness,
    Silence,
    Cast aside
    I can't lie,
    I don't like the quiet
    ©sop_h10

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    Quiet

    I can't lie,
    I don't like the quiet
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 9w

    We are in the ocean of love
    And I am drowning
    I try to stay above
    The waves
    But the days
    Keep getting shorter,
    The nights longer

    I am still drowning
    In your salty hair
    Unaware
    Maybe I don't care
    Head over heels
    Water in my ear

    I want to keep drowning
    In your waves
    ©sop_h10

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    Waves

    I want to keep drowning
    In your waves
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 12w

    I look at him like I'm gonna eat him alive
    And he looks at me the same
    And it's terrifying
    But I like it anyway

    17
    With bad posture
    And silly smile
    He's only 5'5
    But I don't mind because
    I don't plan on growing
    Any time
    Soon

    I'm 13
    And I don't know what
    I'm doing with my life
    But I like the way he looks at me
    With his eyes
    Like I might die
    That he might kill me
    And I come back to life
    I fly away
    From all my worries
    Because he killed me
    So I could feel alive

    17—
    Fuck!
    ©sop_h10

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    17

    I look at him like I'm gonna eat him alive
    And he looks at me the same
    And it's terrifying
    But I like it anyway
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 15w

    Burning
    In the darkness
    Yearning
    In the light
    Walking again through an empty hallway,
    Street
    Bleak
    I seek
    But find nothing
    In this life
    In this world
    Only encouraged by a single
    Light
    Seeming to go out again
    And again,
    I walk through an empty hallway
    Or maybe it's a street
    Maybe it's just bleak
    And I'm seeking
    But I'm not finding
    So I clench my teeth
    And wait
    Until the jaws of hell
    Consume my body
    And I have finally found something
    In the sweet release of death
    ©sop_h10

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    Empty

    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 15w

    Little Daily Miracles

    As the sun rises,
    I am awoken by its fresh rays
    Sprinkling on me like pixie dust
    And I fly through the explosion of color
    Soaring past the oranges, yellows, and blues
    Awoken, again, by these little daily miracles
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 17w

    I feel like I'm losing something
    I never had
    In the quiet moments
    I look back
    You were whispering sweet nothings
    Into my ears
    Romantic comedies start to play
    Lost in the lullabies of our days
    That we never had
    But I'm glad
    Wait, no, mad
    You were too old for me anyway
    And happily I wish away
    Any chance we ever had
    Spanglish romantics
    And words I didn't quite understand
    I only knew when you held my hand
    I wish I could wish away
    That day
    When I saw your face
    Standing alone by glass
    Wishing the hours would pass
    Wishing I could walk away from that day
    Wishing I could say all I wanted to say
    Wishing those hours could pass
    Sitting alone by the glass
    Yeah, the Mexican boy
    I always had a taste for the exotic toys
    I must have been exotic for you too
    A little white girl
    With small shoes
    Standing in the background
    No sound
    My Van's poking out
    From my dad jeans
    I always wore
    Liking you was always such a chore
    And it hurts
    Because I knew I was such a bore
    Swaying in the background
    No sound
    I didn't know what to say
    So I just swayed
    But when we started talking
    I would always stay
    With you
    And maybe we'd sway
    Together
    I wished it was forever
    When I sang the song
    You always seemed to rhyme
    But it wasn't worth a dime
    We were only passing time
    I realize now you were never mine
    We just sang in time
    I knew we wouldn't put in the extra dime
    We just sang in rhyme
    All I can say now is goodbye

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    Maybe if I Had a Spanish Dictionary...

    When I sang the song
    You always seemed to rhyme
    But it wasn't worth a dime
    We were only passing time
    I realize now you were never mine
    We just sang in time
    I knew we wouldn't put in the extra dime
    We just sang in rhyme
    All I can say now is goodbye
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 26w

    You gave me your sweater
    And it sits in my closet;
    Rotting
    It rots away like the decaying flesh
    Of our dead relationship
    I am not sure what to do with it
    And I said we would be perfect
    But now your sweater is in my closet
    I hope you come back for it
    Because everytime I look at it
    I want to cry

    It still smells like you
    Your intoxicating fumes
    You trapped me in your spell
    And left me with the only
    Remnant of its smell
    Each time I go into my closet
    I smell it
    Reminding me of the
    Sweetest mistake of my life
    Stuck with it;
    This smell
    Forever reminded
    Of how much I love you
    ©sop_h10

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    Closet Sweater

    Each time I go into my closet
    I smell it
    Reminding me of the
    Sweetest mistake of my life
    Stuck with it;
    This smell
    Forever reminded
    Of how much I love you
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 28w

    I am fighting reading the texts
    We both sent
    What a sentiment
    Where you used to text
    And I would read to reply back
    And I am fighting looking at the pictures
    We both took
    I can read them like a book
    But they are just burning away
    And I wish I could have stayed

    In my mind I have a gun to my head
    Because I cannot stop thinking
    About what you said
    And it killed me like lead
    How it flowed through my brain
    Like the mercury that must be
    Coursing through my veins
    Suddenly I cannot think
    I cannot speak
    Cannot even make a peep

    And when I said goodbye
    I would have rather just died
    But you knew that
    You always knew that
    So you turned your eye
    And said it is fine
    We can always be friends
    "Yeah. Haha. Friends built off of
    The ashes we spread
    Because we knew it was the end
    The end of us
    The end of we
    How could that be?
    How can I be me
    Without us being we?
    I guess that was what
    Bread the codependency," I replied
    I thought you took a piece of me
    Plucked it out
    Like the unwanted eyebrow hair you had
    So insecure
    So much you cried
    A fragment of my mind fried
    Lost in your wasteland
    In the sands of time
    I knew there was always a part of me
    That belonged to you
    Belonged to that smile
    And happy lies
    Blue eyes
    Like rain clouds
    Rain clouds to always fill my days
    Because I realized I did not
    Want to belong to you anymore

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    Belong to You

    I knew there was always a part of me
    That belonged to you
    Belonged to that smile
    And happy lies
    Blue eyes
    Like rain clouds
    Rain clouds to always fill my days
    Because I realized I did not
    Want to belong to you anymore
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 28w

    The bathroom light went out
    And now it is on fire
    Where I used to send you pictures
    Once filled with desire
    Now it is just a fire
    Burning away the memories we had
    Caramelizing me
    Like the onions I used to cook
    Hoping to cook for you one day
    One day running away
    To a cottage in the forest
    You never liked eating in front of people
    But that is okay
    We can eat in separate rooms
    But I do not think that is okay
    Should I walk away?
    I do not
    I stand there
    My hair burning
    My stomach churning
    As my beauty fades away
    I would have given anything
    To get you to believe
    How important you were to me

    I am still there
    In that bathroom
    The walls have fallen down
    Burned to the ground
    Now ashes in a mound
    As the movie fades
    I still stay
    Stagnant in that moment
    That day
    I sent you that text
    That I am walking away

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    Bathroom Light

    I would have given anything
    To get you to believe
    How important you were to me
    ©sop_h10

  • sop_h10 30w

    Snort
    She laughs and chuckles
    At the silliest things
    More at herself than anything
    To hide her insecurities

    Snort
    She laughs and chuckles
    But others do not
    Find it amusing
    They find it irritating
    When she
    Snorts
    Laughs and chuckles
    People wish she would leave
    And come back as someone else
    That she may be erased
    And drawn new

    I like her
    Snorts
    Laughs and chuckles
    When she is happy and glee
    Happily laughing
    Enjoying the scenery
    So I wish
    She could again
    Be the girl that
    Snorts
    Laughs and chuckles

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    Snort, Laugh, and Chuckle

    So I wish
    She could again
    Be the girl that
    Snorts
    Laughs and chuckles
    ©sop_h10