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I am drunk on the things that break me.

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  • spicy_sugar 1w

    At least they have a home!

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    It is like my heart is home for all the pain and all the unwritten poems and the songs it composed.

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  • spicy_sugar 3w

    I hope it is okay if my veins are filled with whiskey instead of blood.

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  • spicy_sugar 6w

    She thinks she owns me
    Maybe she does.

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  • spicy_sugar 6w

    Before, there were storms.
    Now it is all thunder and lightning in my head.

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  • spicy_sugar 7w

    Until then, goodbye. #dearex
    #temporary

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    Let's only meet when we both go to hell.

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  • spicy_sugar 7w

    Healing was never time defined.
    Just because it is taking longer doesn't mean you are not healing.

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  • spicy_sugar 7w

    Forever is a convenient lie to survive the present

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  • spicy_sugar 7w

    We humans fall into these dangerous patterns of love and hate because we are too weak to let go.

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  • spicy_sugar 7w

    6/12/21

    #tellittomyheart

    //I am tired of
    this guessing game
    Just tell me
    You love me.//

    All those long stares, long walks, never-ending talks, I hide them in the safest place, My heart. Our drunk ramblings. all those almost kisses. I treasure them. Like they mean something. For me at least, they do.

    I think about things l think you think about, hoping I could remove all the worry. I think about your favorites, trying to make them my favourites so you'd make me/add me at the end of the list. I smile at jokes you love and listen to the songs you adored. I do all this not because you'd love me, but cuz I love you.

    After all the heartbreak, I lost trust and interest in love. Until you came by. It felt like you're my first love, like there never was anyone else, or any heartbreak. It felt like there was never a scar there, where your love touched. Or should I say "my love to you" touched!

    Before, it was all thorns and shreds, my poems. Now, they speak love and sing joy. They celebrate love that was never spoken of. The quill dipped in our moments and memories, paints the canvas with happily ever after. But, (there will always be a but) the painter is me, who you know, wrote this monologue of love.

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    I am tired of
    this guessing game
    Just tell me
    You love me.

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  • spicy_sugar 7w

    Friends with Benefits


    We agreed to be each other lovers
    Lovers at night, friends in the morning
    You asked if it was okay
    I said it would be fine, don't sweat
    I guess I lied
    To you and myself

    We play around, tease each other
    We climb the high, come down together
    We never stop, we don't know how
    We say, "anything but love"
    We shake it off, say we're warming the bed
    But that love, it can raise the dead

    We agreed to be each other lovers
    Lovers at night, friends in the morning
    You asked if it was okay
    I said it would be fine, don't sweat
    I guess I lied
    To you and myself

    We promised we would be friends
    Neither abandoning nor catching feelings
    It's all right at the moment
    But we fell in love by accident
    Or it is one-sided
    All in my veins the love circulated

    We agreed to be each other lovers
    Lovers at night, friends in the morning
    You asked if it was okay
    I said it would be fine, don't sweat
    I guess I lied
    To you and myself

    I dared to love
    I dared not to tell
    Because
    We agreed to be each other lovers
    Lovers at night, friends in the morning
    You asked if it was okay
    I said it would be fine, don't sweat
    I guess I lied
    To you and myself
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    Tried something out of style!
    @writersnetwork

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    Friends with Benefits

    We agreed to be each other lovers
    Lovers at night, friends in the morning
    You asked if it was okay
    I said it would be fine, don't sweat
    I guess I lied
    To you and myself

    ©spicy_sugar