Cries To be Accepted In your world so Impotent to let seeds of my love grow.
Seeing the other's insides I always thought I'd cringe, yet when I did, it seemed so natural, normal and everyday that I was surprised at myself. My sexuality and it's unabashed callings too have amazed and amused me time and again. Seeing you like that, was exciting to me. There were so many things that were a secret to me and in early teens a lot of curiosity made me search for the explanations but Oxford dictionary was too polite to answer. Then alone for the first time in twenties, I was again groping in the dark. But I guess answers to the questions of the body are best answered hands-on... And I thank you for answering my questions and uncovering mysteries that used to cloud my mind. I was naive, I admit and too trusting. And you broke my trust, and now I can never trust again. Yet the moments of love were so eternal, pure and ethereal, that I never gave up on love. And today with answers and a knowledge of my own choices and likes, I feel stronger and empowered. And do not regret you and my quest. To know and love.
You Afraid Of my love Too unholy My purity you labelled as folly. ___________________________________ Copyright Jaya 16-9-2020