steffy2110

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I am the protagonist & the antagonist in the film called, My Life.

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  • steffy2110 7w

    Missed Roads

    The roads we never took,
    sometimes beckons me in the middle of the night
    The slumber has left the room
    And am left wide awake to ponder the unknown
    Should you turn your head to look back
    What would you see
    Does what you see spritz a pleasant scent
    Or does that leave a stale taste
    Or does that leave you with a blank canvas
    Should you pick that brush to fill it with colors
    Or is it meant to be left on a pause, in a forbidden state
    Ever wonder if roads unexplored were tested, before the detour
    Should we bother to test waters
    Or let the sleeping dogs lie
    Wait, put a pin in it
    Will be circling back on this another night!


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    Written by Steffy
    01.04.2022

  • steffy2110 8w

    Do you know

    Do you know the count of times,
    you just pop in my clouds that is my hazed random thoughts,
    that floats all day and night
    Your face is all I see
    Your voice is all I hear
    Us is all I feel
    I keep going back to our conversations
    Even the ones from days ago, months ago, years ago
    Some clear as crystal,
    some hazed like my thoughts,
    some conflicting my predictions,
    some bringing me to tears,
    some making me smile,
    some making me laugh silly,
    some bringing me to a stop
    I keep going back to memories we made
    It's not a lot of them
    But it keeps coming
    I don't know what should I make of it
    Do you think about me too
    Do you know what should I make of it
    Do you know what should you make of it
    Do you know what should we make of it
    Does this make any sense,
    or am I just going circles,
    and there's nothing to all this
    May be you have me in your clouds of thoughts here and there
    May be you don't have me at all there
    Who knows
    I wish I could ask you
    But I ain't got the stomach to ask
    What if you have dropped me long ago
    And it's just my mind playing tricks on me
    Creating scenarios on what If's and what Not's
    I wish you could tell me
    I don't know if I ever will have an answer to that
    May be someday, it all will make sense
    May be that day would never come and will be left wondering till the end, hoping for a sign,
    a sign from the heavens, if at all there exists a place called that
    If this finds you someday, would you know this was meant for you to answer?
    Would you answer me then?
    Maybe this will be another poof into stardust
    And you will never know my train of thoughts
    Who knows
    Nobody knows
    So I leave this into the space,
    to be seen or not to be seen!
    I don't know if I should make a wish now
    Let's see, if destiny has any spells for us
    that will catalyst
    and make it reach or perish,
    only time will tell
    And if it finds you or you find it
    Come, and meet me maybe? or do you want to not ?
    Either way you will know what to do then



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    Written By Steffy
    26.03.2022

  • steffy2110 8w

    ... Until the Index page

    They fell for their words
    They fell for their hearts
    They fell for their feelings
    They fell for their truths
    Truths can be bitter and sweet
    But Honest words deserves to be heard
    They deserved to know all of it
    Falsity was never their cup of choice
    Atleast they were on same page until the index page

    Knew was a make or break,
    so being open and vulnerable was the only right way
    Pouring hearts, only the courageous do
    Pouring honesty, only the toughest do
    Embracing the outcome with grace, only the purest of soul do
    Brave were they to be standing to accept their wounds with open arms
    Because, what If it were the opposite, wouldn't chance those 'possibly maybes' for a hundreds dime
    They were the heroes without a cape,
    who wore splinters on aftermath
    They are the strongest, so will live on
    Nonetheless, felt mighty to say their mind
    Better than pondering over what If's and what Not's mindlessly
    Falsity was never their cup of choice
    Atleast they were on same page until the index page

    Knew from start,
    moving forward would open the wound in days to come if unaddressed
    'Tis better to drop now, they thought
    Leave with bittersweet and teary emotions
    Covering a lid on it was filled with awkward silences
    But kept a brave smile on top of their cracks
    'Possibly maybes' crossed minds a number of times
    But knew what's done had to be done sooner or later
    To rip off the bandaid sooner than later is better
    For they never wanted the other to be in gloom in days ahead
    Because before anything else their friendship was a vow they made
    To endure less and reminisce it over as a beautiful moment shared
    Blessed and overly-joyed to share even if it ran a short life
    but wouldn't change a thing about it
    Sometimes is a mandate opening a wound to heal the whole of it and move past
    Being content of letting it out of your chest, is the bravest of brave do
    All's not that bad, when your base is strong and built on truth, you will not fall
    Wouldn't lie though how it gave a little flutter when they exchanged the shy words for the first time
    But you won't float in rainbows and sprinkles forever
    When the rainbow fades
    'Tis the thread of honesty that would stand tall
    Wished could pause, stretch this rainbow and put blinders on days to come
    But will it lead anywhere, may be, may be not, nobody knows
    For they trust their guardian angels' to do good by them,
    For everything happens for a reason
    Falsity was never their cup of choice
    Atleast they were on same page until the index page



    ©steffy2110

    22.03.2022

  • steffy2110 15w

    Chose me, for I vow to teleport you to a distant universe.


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  • steffy2110 15w

    @miraquill @writersnetwork
    #love #albummemories #soulmate #blackandwhitephotos #retro #vintage #nostalgia



    There is an unexplainable beauty about black - n - white imagery
    Even in devoid of colors, it enchants you with that depth of untold mystery
    An urge to unravel the pieces
    An undying need to unwrap that present
    I don't know what it is
    I love just how it draws me
    Like a force that captivates my soul
    Like its calling me by my name
    To pause and gaze with affection and have deep conversations
    the conversations that were never shared before
    Like having that itch to reveal all my dark secrets
    Only in the hopes of You and I become each other's 'Secret Diary'

    - Steffy

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    Old Soul

    There is an unexplainable beauty about black - n - white imagery
    Even in devoid of colors, it enchants you with that depth of untold mystery
    An urge to unravel the pieces
    An undying need to unwrap that present
    I don't know what it is
    I love just how it draws me
    Like a force that captivates my soul
    Like its calling me by my name
    To pause and gaze with affection and have deep conversations
    the conversations that were never shared before
    Like having that itch to reveal all my dark secrets
    Only in the hopes of You and I become each other's 'Secret Diary'

    - Steffy
    (03.02.2022 11:35pm)
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  • steffy2110 23w

    It's raining Snowflake

    When the little boy was spreading his palms, cupping to catch his first snowflake,
    As I was floating by the wind
    And thought to myself
    I will be the guest for this little one
    So excited to catch one, he jumped in elation when I landed on his little palms
    He held so protective of me, to not spill
    Can't stay for much long
    I can keep it together if it's still cold enough and if the little hands don't drop me accidentally
    I have seen little and older ones do the catch and hold and throw
    It's a rush for us snowflakes too
    But it's a good feeling to be held so lovingly and him gazing at me like I am the best ever thing came upon this little boy
    Sparkle in the boy's eyes was the best feeling for me too
    Love the feels, to be held with admiration
    To see I brought that beautiful smile
    Made my day just like I made his
    I will remember this sweet soul even I join the puddle,
    I wonder he will remember this old snowflake too when he grows old...

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  • steffy2110 23w

    Anchor

    You amaze me everytime
    Nothing deters you,
    not my sinusoidal, not my turbulence, not my stagnance
    Like a lifeguard, I know you'll be there to catch when water fills my lungs
    How can I not reach out your extended arms, running into those inviting blanket shield
    But sometimes it's just hard to seek
    I want to lay staring off the ceiling
    Waiting for sleep to sweep off my feet
    Wishing the cogs to just slow down a mile
    Give me breather, damn it!
    is what my un-screamed scream sounds like
    Even though I know should get hold of you, when it gets hard
    Sometimes I want to feel it,
    stay under waters to absorb the sullenness, and stare into the devil's eyes, daring through my shaking body.
    Your thoughtful watch understands my need for pause
    Your patience amazes me
    Makes me tear with a mix of emotions to see you still behind me
    I don't dread the abandonment as much as I used to
    But sometimes takes in an unwarranted residence when sink in too deep
    Your bunny eyes pulls me through that swamp
    Demons are still on the hunt
    but I won't let it weaken me
    I won't let it overpower my vision
    Sometimes I think what you think of
    Sometimes I wonder would you ever regret one day
    Or feel obligated to stay
    Or be just done with
    I want you to be true as you always are, I want to see you grow even if it means without me
    You hold a special place in here
    If ever comes a day like that,
    I don't know, I don't want to imagine, but still the devil whispers finds its way anyway
    I don't know what holds ahead, neither do I want to know nor do I want to plan,
    I just want you to know, you have rented a part of me and nothing can vacate it not even the physical void,
    I wish all the good upon you, always, but know that your name will be forever etched in the deepest cells,
    and I will always have that like a charm, because you're my anchor!

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  • steffy2110 23w

    With Love, Uncle Klaus

    O Child, O Child, my Sweet Snowflake
    Your favourite uncle Klaus from the North misses you
    How have you been?
    Have you been a good kid, my December?
    It's a shame we can't meet for the holidays this year too,
    it's been 2 long years of distance
    The baddies are still out in the air
    I have lost the count of them now
    But you be safe my child, wear mask and be vaccinated
    Sending lots of love and gifts for you
    My trusted reindeers will arrive soon with presents
    Until then sing carols, drink some hot cocoa with some cinnamon buns
    Snuggle under the wool
    Wear your sweaters, mufflers and gloves
    And don't forget to send me a postcard with some fine wine, duh! ;p
    Ho-o-Ho....Ho-o-Ho....

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  • steffy2110 23w

    My Stardust Muse

    From the depths of the shadows,
    I sense your warm embrace engulfing
    Holding me against the heaves of your chest
    fuzzy like a bear hug, floating like sailing on the cloud
    Keeping me safe from the wild, your hold tightens around me
    Each of your shallow breathes in the slumber, gently stirs the strands around my nape, cooling the skin under, giving me the tiny flutters
    That everytime draws a sweet curve across my cheeks
    And I can't help but caress your heart with my sweet touch of lips
    I want to stay just like this, safe and loved in your arms
    Wish we could lay on this neverland, gazing at the sparkling stars,
    making more wishes to the wishing star
    To cease and drink it all, until the spell breaks
    But I fear, you retracting to stardust, and back into the shadows, if I raise the curtains of my gaze!

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  • steffy2110 33w

    @miraquill @writersnetwork
    #enso #wod #imperfection #stretchmarks #beautifulscars #beauty #womanhood #beautiful
    Enso is a Japanese (Zen) symbol that means Open ended circle, that expresses wholeness in imperfections, it also symbolises strength, elegance and open mindedness.

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    Enso

    Felt like a tigress flaunting her stripes
    I found it rather beautiful
    Pretty lines running along my hips, they call it stretchmarks and some call it scars
    Embracing becoming of a woman
    Graduating from a girl to a woman
    Gave me a sense of elation
    It's the so called imperfections to the world what makes us all different, unique and beautiful, wish they could see through my eyes.

    - Steffy


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