stellaire_mystique

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  • stellaire_mystique 4d

    Lost**∅

    Someone : You still have hope...!!
    Me : Jo chiz zinda rakh sakti hai uske bare mein sochne mein kya burai hai...
    **HOPE BRINGS JOY**
    ©smokey_stella

  • stellaire_mystique 5d

    I just wander around to feel less...
    ©stellaire_mystique

  • stellaire_mystique 5d

    Yeah it was easy to move on....but unfortunately I died while moving through...

    I never had a regret of my decisions no matter good or bad they went but this is the first time
    You made me regret for falling in love with you
    It left me shattered
    I am alive but I am no more alive
    I smile but no matter how hard I try I can't be happy
    It's like I am walking but I don't feel that ground anyless
    I might talk to few people but I just cannot trust anyone anymore
    Yes I might get full stomach everytime I eat but still I am always hungry
    Yes I am breathing but I am dead from inside
    I got fucking hurt but I didn't even made a sound of it
    I am killing myself from inside everyday
    You wanna know how bad it went for me ....
    I craved for you but now I don't want you...
    This insane anxiety is like a parasite inside of me growing every second I can't even sleep for an hour now without a thought spinning in my head about you...
    I cannot make decisions anymore because everytime I think about something it gets overwhelmed with your thought...
    Yeah it was easy to move on....but unfortunately I died while moving through...
    Now it's not just my brain that reacts to your thoughts but also my body that every inch of it aches with an essence of your absence...
    I am not aware of what I am anymore or what will be the leading consequences of all these sublime reactions been charged up....
    Because a part of you will never leave me alone....Can also be the reason for why I can't let you go off me...
    Just so can't deny that your presence was my Pride....
    ©stellaire_mystique

  • stellaire_mystique 1w

    Lost***∅

    Someone : You are very Rude....!
    Me : ....just because , I don't tolerate & I don't give a fuck...!!!
    Well ! Then Yes I am rude and happy with it too..‽

    ©smokey_stella

  • stellaire_mystique 7w

    Jab kaanch tut kar bhikar jata hai na....toh na vo Judd sakta or na ap usse samet sakte....kuki na chate hue bhi vo apko kaatega hii....

    ©stellaire_mystique

  • stellaire_mystique 9w

    Kuch Tha ....

    Ek rush tha ek junoon tha ek pagalpan tha
    Or esa ni tha ki sirf kuch waqt ke lie tha
    Har pal har waqt surf ek tujhme hi sukoon tha har roz subha ki kirno ke sath uthta bas tera hi suroor tha kuch tha jo mere lie na sab kuch tha...kuch tha jo is duniyaa ki samajh se bhut durr tha...
    Chal maan lete hai vo tere lie pyaar ni tha
    Par shayad vo mera ek tarfa ishq Masum tha
    ©stellaire_mystique

  • stellaire_mystique 10w

    Lost***∅

    Someone : You Are Like Snow Beautiful But Cold....
    Me : Maybe that's the reason behind...I was Born In Winters

    © Smoky_stella

  • stellaire_mystique 12w

    Paisa Na Kitna Bhi Kyoun Na Ho Logo Ke Pass Kam Hi Padh Jata Hai.
    ©stellaire_mystique

  • stellaire_mystique 13w

    Fark toh padega , hume kya tumhe bhi padega....
    Bas fark itna sa padega ki ab tumhare na hone se hume ya humare pyaar pe koi fark nahi padega...
    ©stellaire_mystique

  • stellaire_mystique 14w

    Samajh Aae Toh Samjhana...

    Kuch chize na samjh se bhut upper....
    Or practicality se bhut bhar hoti hai.....
    Bas shayad voi chize hai jo hume kahi na kahi ek dusre se jode rakhti hai...
    Pta hai dosti , pyaar sabko hota hai or sabke sath hota or shayad sabse difficult bhi yhi hota hai.....par jab hota hai na toh jo uss moment ke lie sirf ek second ke lie jo pride wali , top of the world wali feeling aati hai na.....kahi na kahi hum is zindagi ki race mein sirf ek uss pal ke lie hi bhaag rahe hote hai...par bhaagte bhaagte hum ye bhul jate hai ki hume rukna kha tha.....ab zindagi m U - turn ka option toh hai ni toh ek station nikal jane ke baad hume agle par hi rukne ka moka milega or hum ye soch kar aage badh jate hai ki agla station isse bhi jada khubsurat or sukoon bhara hoga...par hota toh kuch or hi hai na hum aage ke sawalo ki chah mein peeche mile un jawaabo ko bhul jate hai....jo ki hume kahi na kahi humari hi asliyat bata rahe hote hai....par ab kyaa fayda hum bhaagne mein itne majboor hote hai ki raste mein khud hi khudse kyun na mil jaee....par hum fir bhi khud ko kuchal ke aage badh jate hai....
    ©stellaire_mystique