you can find love neatly pressed between the pages of a melancholic book, breathing calmly alongside the beginning of the first chapter where his eyes meet hers for the very first time. a pair of dark brown pearls resting gracefully on a pretty face manage to stop him in his tracks, something our guy has never experienced before.
you can find courage invoking at the end of chapter four when he finally decides to confess his feelings for her, after getting to know her well. although he has known her for a really short period of time, she seems like someone he will remember for times to come. our guy becomes the emblem of hope itself, for us readers sitting at home, when he puts aside his fears and discloses to her of what's forming in the back of his mind.
you can find happiness nestled for the most part of the book starting from the point where she says yes till the time they figure out the problems that are yet to exist. but for now, things are working out really good. he has never seen better days, she's something he didn't know he was missing, she's radiant like the morning sun rays, she's cheerful like a beautiful rainbow after a heavy rain. but all that seems to fade away, when we reach to the part where begin their dark days.
you can find strength residing in the arms of the ending of the last chapter where he chooses to let her go. it takes a lot of strength to set free a part of you that you thought who would never have to. when something isn't meant to be, you simply can't do anything to hold it together, even if at first it's looks unshakable. some endings take a 180 degree turn when it's looking all simple and predictable. a lovely monsoon turns into a disheartening season of heartbreak, an autumn which was supposed to bring home joy has got nothing in its pockets. we don't call it a fall for no reason.
Look... There are different people Different reasons to smile Different causes of sufferers Today let's look a different perspective That's not so known and a bit neglected They find a corner more comfortable than outerworld.. ....... Yea..lets read...
_______________________ It might look like I've friends but no one is the closest.. It might seem I smile a lot but there are fears hiding.. It might seem am lost but I've slight issue of anxiety.. It might seem am ignoring but am trying to control myself very hard.. Am scared what if everyone gets to know.. The truth behind the smiley face inside the rheumy eyes Will they start seeing me as a negative person? Will they understand? Will they be able to relate to my insecurities? Am not curious to know this.. I just want some respect..love and wanna be alone I no more need shoulders to cry on I don't need people to rely on Am ready to burden up myself with heavy emotions.. I try not to show my dark side As in future I may hear disguise I often speak less They say my emotions are completely messed Am not someone who likes to share my deep and dark thoughts with anyone anymore They've started calling me an introvert.. Am somewhere okay..but somewhere I disagree As understanding my deep thoughts and me Is no more their cup of tea.......... __________________________________
I tried something never different...something unheard of