When I catch up a glance of you I woefully smiled from far Not as in the affliction you are But, since I was not sure That Whether is there a way for you to be cure?
I was in a profound doubt Nevertheless with a gloominess plight inside I dreadfully wasn't able to decide To take mine or your side Eventually I concluded to hide And took my sentiments a step behind
Perhaps the day when I saw you in agony I couldn't do anything but endured remorse and deceit Since I want you to be at ease Therefore began to smile whenever I use to greet.
You checked out with a passage of time In the meanwhile, still absurdly I smiled Even when your biting dense corpse lied And inside me the vehemence of you steadily died
I seldomly take a trip drop down memory lane By the time we met And when everything was pleasant at its best At the moment, I don't have any regret However, I yet smiled As if maybe looking back on makes me feel at rest.
The day he make off me The day he cast off me The day of bitterness around Still he was so profound I had dilemma to choose between And when I was fall short in me This day was emphasised To fly with underestimated Wings inside me.
Every night through my Balcony The man stands in darkness I guess not happily My inner core of the soul Wants to know the reason But would he tell me The authentic answer? With no one around Only he alone in Duskiness Perhaps some misfortune Befall in his extinct Life If possible I would Request the passerby to Make rejoice of his Sadness But maybe there was No one looking into his Gloominess.
Aura in the room was filled with darkness And my mind was Full of cowardice There was none than My voice Hastily, it was telling That I have no choice I don't have any courage To escape My cowardice engulfed me In the duskiness drape
Words unsaid Lies in my heart Like creases on the bed. The gratitude, the concern, The love that I may have showed. They remain stuck to the walls of my heart Choking me upto the throat. They should have flowed. The unshared emotions and all the guilt. Have blocked my heart like accumulated silt. Now even if I want to grab someone's hand I am not able to move, as if stuck in sand. Lately a grave lesson life has taught. And this burden, believe me it weighs a lot.