THIS IS TO ALL JIMIN HATERS AND TO THOSE WHO LOVE HIM TOO...I INSIST YOU READ IT TILL THE END AND UNDERSTAND THAT OUR CHIM IS SOOO PRECIOUS.... (apologies for any f* words...) YOU SAY PJMs ARE THE WORST???
Bighit made him show his abs when he was a minor and clearly stated that he didn’t want to do it which left him with so many insecurities growing up. You made constant comments about his weight and the way he looks that this boy literally starved himself to the point of collapsing on stage and in rehearsals. He lost the weight and then y'all asked him to get his cheeks back and instantly destroyed all the effort he put into loosing them. You say blood, sweat and tears Jimin is the best well no, f*ck you. He ate one proper meal in ten days to be the Jimin you all loved and even then he got nothing but hated upon cause apparently he was way too much in the center when he literally had 11 seconds of solo screentime and you say PJMs are the worst?
Burn the stage was supposed to show you how much these boys struggle behind the scene and you took that as an open freaking invitation to make fun of his voice cracks as if that is something that doesn’t happen to the best of the singers. You made his voice cracks as compilations for people to laugh upon and antis to drag upon and you say PJMs are the worst?
Jimin used to be the most active member on twitter, that was where he felt like he could connect with us the most and what did you do? Made fun of his eyes, his hands, his freaking fingers and even his teeth which are all things he cannot change about himself and you all drove him off twitter. He stopped posting and stopped doing his famous silent videos and you say PJMs are the worst?
He always supported Taehyung even when nobody else did. Tae freaking cried at that letter saying how chim was there for him crying with him when nobody else was and once FOR ONCE Jimin accidently didn’t write Taes name on a freaking chalkboard and Tae stans sent him literal death threats to the point where BTS had to address the issue in a press conference and you say PJMs are the worst?
Park Jimin is a boy who has grown in front of all of our eyes and it’s so obvious even to outsiders that he has always been the absolute worst to himself. He has burnt out his body in practice rooms, he has burnt out his self esteem trying to sing for you, he has damaged his health trying to look good for you. Honestly, what the heck do you want from this man? If he’s too much he is an attention seeker, if he is not too much then he isn’t good enough. You even came for his official positions in the group that he got for himself even with the shortest trainee period.
You say Jimin has a praise kink? B*tch that boy needs validation even for the smallest of things because YOU made him feel like he is not good enough over the years. It’s not a praise kink as much as it’s just self hatred.
So I’m sorry if PJMs are the worst but that is because you’ve left us no choice but to fiercely defend Jimin because armys act like you don’t claim him. If you don’t claim him at his worst don’t pretend to stan him when he is at his best. You don’t defend him when it’s needed but you’re proud that he broke a global record with 'promise'? Well f*ck you.
What can we do except for defending him with our own lives because you all have made him feel so fucking incompetent all these years. We as Jimin fans know and hate the bangtan bombs where he would cover his face with his hands the entire time cause he thought his face was too fat. We know how much that freaking hurt.
As someone who has struggled with his body image for years, I freaking hate what you put him through to the point of him hiding his face for entire videos. He couldn’t look straight at the camera in his own birthday video, that is how much you all have ruined him and you dare to say that PJMs are the worst when we are nothing compared to the bullshit you’ve put our man through.
The next time I see someone claim to be a Jimin fan or an OT7 when all you’ve ever done is sit there on your keyboard and watch while thousands make fun of him right under his damn tweet very well knowing that Jimin stays on his phone and social media the longest of all members I pray to God that you choke cause if you can destroy this boy who has done nothing but loved everyone of your biases with all his heart and soul ; Y’all don’t DESERVE him.
Jimin stans, this time around, we don’t claim ARMYs and fake OT7s anymore.
This was the day when we got our name... An ARMY so strong and beautiful We got haters , we got judgements But the love was truly fruitful
These boys we love... And you ask what we got, Well for starters the feeling of being heard. The voice no one can suppress A dream to dream for... A life to live for... A choice to let free , And love to cherish...
The feeling that someone cares, A shied from criticising stares... A chance to be what I am, Without a typical tag.
A picture of me in Youth The age never a pull, A mirror to look at the beauty, Behind the comments full.
A hope to be happy And a realization to see through... The cause of loving myself.. Do you feel that too??
FOR YOU, They say time heals all... But as the seasons are changing, The more painfully I fall. The missing part you feel, Is a part of me too. Your touch that I'm craving for, Your warmth a dulling hue... I check my phone everyday, You know, these rumours haunt my trust Another day without you, I'm closer to my outburst. But everything is FOR YOU Everything is alright Even if there's no answer, Everything is inside your smile Truth Even if we're apart, Our hearts are connected to each other Forever...with you... So I'll wait, I hope you're patient too... ______________________________________________________ MAKE IT RIGHT You were out there finding the way Crossing deserts and oceans, Walking on that long road, Uninvited...in this endless night. I see you became a hero in this world And the world? they cheer for you. I look at you and wonder, is this the answer to your journey? It's been a long time You're a little taller than before, With a harder voice... A trophy in your hand and a golden microphone in the other. I hope my existence is not overshadowed by the crowd. But when you open your mouth, the familiar love can be heard. Your scent mixed with mine and tears running down our eyes... Now I know, this world feels a lot better with abundant little human connections... So lets make it better Lets hold each other tighter Because together, we can MAKE IT RIGHT... ______________________________________________________
There's so much more to write...but after all its BTS and we are ARMY... We can never write our heart out and think its enough! But we can give a little of our emotions to these words!!
To the girl/boy our Mochi fells in love with: ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Hey, so you were the lucky one out of the billions... I bet every ARMY would be dying to be in your place...but no...our Mochi chose you. You see , our boy here, may seem like a perfect angel but he has his own insecurities. Sometimes he might feel like he's not good enough or not better than the rest. We ARMYs love him very much and always try to cheer him up emotionally...but unfortunately, physically we can't. We can't hug him tight in the nights and whisper in his ears that it's all fine... But you can.
Please be there with him... support him, emotionally and physically...you have the opportunity to.
We shall never have those typical internet fights about "Who Jimin loves more!?". We both know that his love for both has a different view. (Although he loves us more ;) )
When he feels low, cheer him up. When he cries, wipe his tears. When he's happy, make sure he does for a long time. And when he loves, love him to the fullest. Make sure he eats well and never over-stresses about his work. Make sure he's happy...everyday. Tell him all the 'I love you's' and fill his heart with warm hugs...he loves to cuddle.
This is basically the dream list of every ARMY but we know that we can't be you... So please, love him till the end of forever, Coz ARMY is counting on you...
I dedicate each line to each person of BTS. I dedicate this to us! ARMY×BTS
Yes, I'm doing something that I'm not convinced, yet you know my heart (Suga) Thoughts deepen every night, To see you count our faces, in a concert, is a delight (V) I stare the moon and sun by your side. (Jin & JH) And most importantly the rabbit over the moon (JK) My universe gazing at me! I'm special, indeed, is what i feel! Thinking of you being real, I carry my heart till you, You caress every tear that slips out of my soul(BTS) Like autumn I fall, like spring you lift me. (RM) My only season awaits your only concern (BTS) To give me every next breathe you work dear angel! (Jimin-ah)
What else would suffice? You're role in my life! Saranghae.
It brought us close but there still remained hard distances.
Distances I wanted to erode but you chose to cling to. How could I detach you from this and close the gap, that rift that stood between us? I didn't know then, nor do I know now.
Will we always be like this - you living in your past and me looking to become your future? Will you ever look at me the way you look at her? I am not her, I'll never be. I don't want to be her. I just want you to create a place in your heart for me and only me, where every answer to your every question, every find to your search is me, just me as I am. Can you do that?