Where have I been all my life Cheering for the other team Couldn't look me in the eye Love to give, but none for me Where have I been all my life Chasing stars in others' dreams Rush to soothe the hurting cry Bite my tounge if it was me.
Why do I think I am on my own side now, Falling head over heals for my heart Why do I think I can love my own self now Stay by my side through the ups and the downs,
Do you really think? Kids ... stuck on trigonometry questions, will know what "LOVE" actually feels like ?
I still remember being with him was never a bliss :) .. But umm ..still felt good!
Ringing the bells of other's homes and running away like those naughty kids . Making fun of those "Love Birds" in our class! Fighting for that last piece of momo! (which always used to fall down from his clumsy hands ) Procrastinating all day long ; Binge watching dragon ball z and shamelessly doing our homework in that messy school bus!
Ahh! We never grew up! Or maybe we never wanted to ! We were perfect the way we were! Silly Stupid Clumsy & Messy ! . . .
Nope! I dont miss him Ig ! Yes I don't !
But sometimes I just feel like asking him " Can we just go back? " "Can we just do ' all that shit we did' again? But this time! I 'll make sure to paint your cheeks red..I swear ! " ~~ Enough of lying! I don't love you stupid!
No matter how many times I deny your existence, you would come up out of nowhere making me believe you exist.
And then, I would keep looking for people, just to ensure I would keep believing in you.
But then, I only met people who either didn't believe you or who found you before me and didn't want me to share you.
I wonder about this irony everyday. How can something be so sparce that people question its existence, And yet so much that people think it can be found anywhere.
But I guess, I get it by now You were just another emotion that passes through my mind and messes up with it.
So, love, I set you free for now. No matter how enticing you feel, I'm so done with this conundrum that I don't feel like chasing you. Maybe, after a few years, we'll meet halfway and I would feel the desire to fall for you one more time.