@writersnetwork no, i will not be able to trust anyone and i frankly i don't want to trust anyone because trust itself is so untrustworthy, it breaks repeatedly. it destroys you, your every single cell is betrayed. you are broken beyond repair. you fall prey to traps so bad you lose yourself completely. so the next time someone tells you they're gonna stay forever tell them they don't need to lie and if they leave you'll be strong enough to survive happily.