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  • theresafontaine 82w

    Addiction

    I'm not an addict at the fate of my life, to my memory of the ones reminiscing me.
    Remembering the things I did never made me legendary,
    Never made secondary but my addiction I put first and dearly.
    I followed a path of righteousness for his name sake,
    Yea I still chose to walk in the valley of shadow and death. why? I feared no evil.
    I held hands with the devil.
    I walked with God.
    My God I died at the hands of the devil.
    You said 10 shall fall at my right but none shall come near me
    They didn't.
    Instead I extended my hands that broke the hedge of protection from a mother that prayers kept me alive.
    I took that invitation
    I saw them do it
    I thought it was cool
    I thought I would do it.
    I went to them parties
    I took them drugs
    Now I'm addicted.
    I feel like a thug.
    Feels good for a moment.
    in that moment I left you
    I broke that hedge that mama said would've kept you
    I put you second , my addiction first.
    I look over at you now.
    I see your hurt.
    The world is cold ,now I got a date not from my birth but from my own fate.
    Addiction is what they call it ,
    I call it what it is .
    A invitation the devil gives.
    Take my hand precious Lord and lead me on.
    For my addiction has took me strong.
    Lead me to the the light for it won't be long.
    Look at my family they're staying strong.
    Addiction didn't win , neither did the devil.
    Mama said he wouldn't win,
    Now look my wings I gain.
    Now the devil mad trying to attack again.
    Took my life but couldn't take my soul.
    My body was only a temple
    My soul went with the Lord.
    I look over and see addiction is still taking over
    This time water we won't be going under.
    ©theresafontaine

  • theresafontaine 168w

    His Story or History

    Man is misunderstood because his dreams may become History not history
    If he doesn't have a woman to understand History then how will he see his own vision if she doesn't dream with him.
    That is why she sees him dreaming
    That is why she viualize his dreams
    Eye to eye is what they see
    Each others dreams and visions
    History or History
    Now woman understands man
    His dreams of a family she seen
    She prays therefore
    He was blessed
    A lifetime is all she see
    Can man see the same in her eyes,
    Her dreams
    Her visions that she hides
    He must understand her visions too or
    They too will become history not History.
    ©theresafontaine

  • theresafontaine 168w

    Borrowed Time

    He was mines just for a lil while.
    I will just thank the Lord for him now cause
    If He didn't send him to me I wouldn't have what the devil thought he stole from me.
    Isaiah and Annabella.
    Isabella, Samia, and Sami hmm get it?
    I got my rainbow babies
    I got my blessings back.
    All I had to do was surrender to God
    He gave me Samia &Sami in place of Isaiah &Annabella got it?
    See God doesn't give you blessings unless youve gotten that spiritual beating
    I no longer have a mind of confusion
    Everything I didn't understand was no longer understood can you understand that?
    He was mines just for a lil while
    We're all on borrowed time
    While he's here I'll just borrow him for as long as he's mine.
    He was mine just for a lil while but
    God needed him more my season is over.
    My reasons are for living through the blessing you've given me.
    Now I gained another angel
    We're all on borrowed time I just wish I can go back and rewind mines.
    ©theresafontaine

  • theresafontaine 171w

    I'm A Mess

    My hair is a mess and I'm broken.
    My hair falls like leaves hit the ground during fall.
    Does that mean when leaves fall from trees they die?
    When my hair sheds does that mean I die just like broken leaves from a tree?
    Im broken like a branch with dying leaves
    I need water to breathe
    My hair is a mess
    I cant do anything to save it
    I can water this tree I call my hair
    I can love it
    I can care for it
    Water it so it can grow like I need my leaves to grow
    If I water my tree will it grow back?
    I have to water it from the roots so I can bring back life to this tree
    Water it from the roots so I can give it air to breathe just like life
    I'm a mess
    I am broken like a dried up leaf
    When I am touched I crumbled
    The rest of me lives
    Can I still live like a tree and just pick off the dead leaves?
    If I just pick it from the roots can I start to grow my tree from this place call earth
    Life itself only understands my tree of life
    I am broken
    I am a mess
    Fix me
    Pick me so I can grow
    Water me so I can live
    Tend to me so I can feel love
    I rather just start all over again
    I'm just a seed growing into a flower
    Just water me and watch me grow
    But for now im a mess and I am broken.
    ©theresafontaine

  • theresafontaine 171w

    A light in my path

    Red light,green light
    played that game
    A million times in my days
    I had to stop and go at the sound of man's command
    I never wanted to stop cause I'm always on Go
    There's a light in my path  it has ten commands
    Red light, green light
    Stop! Go! Stop!Go!
    Look! You moved at the sound of mans command
    Wait! Wait! Wait! Hold up
    There's a light in my path so bright I can't see wait let me cover my eyes cause there's a light in my path
    Wait ! I said wait! Dammit its a yellow light! No one said stop so why I can't go
    Nobody waits at the yellow light
    Always on Go
    Two commands
    Or Ten commands
    Jesus take the wheel cause I got Ten commands to follow
    Not by the sound of mans command
    Simply God's command
    Thou shalt not!
    I have to wait to hear the sound if God's command cause if I don't ..
    If I don't
    Then stop and go will be a mans command
    But wait on Him
    Just ten will get you there
    Two will just be an option
    Heaven or Hell
    The light in my path is yellow
    I'm gonna wait its not my turn to Go
    Jesus take the wheel
    The light in my path is too far for me to drive to
    I can't drive alone
    I might fall asleep behind the wheel
    Red LIGHT! Red LIGHT! Red LIGHT! Whew that was close!
    Ok I got this just wait at the light
    God will let me know when to Go
    But for now I'll just yield for a few
    A light in my path
    Two commands
    Ten commands
    Only ten will take me to where I'm going
    Two is an option
    There's a light in my path
    Ten of God's commands will get me there
    Now its my time to go I'm tired
    I dont wanna play anymore
    Two commands and I haven't gotten anywhere
    Ten commands and I'm here
    There's a light in my path
    Now I must Go
    Green light !Green light ! UGHHH NOW I can go
    Game over
    There's a light in my path
    I don't wanna wait anymore
    Yellow light! Green light!
    I can't look back I'm moving ahead
    Now I can go to the light in my path.
    ©theresafontaine36

  • theresafontaine 172w

    In loving Memory of my brother King Solomon David Mack. Sunrise 1-25-86 sunset 4-18-19

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    This battle is not mines

    This battle is not mines
    Why must I fight this fight
    When He fights for me
    I cannot win this battle alone
    I hear the sound of thunder from this storm
    But who shelters me from the rain
    I was put on the frontline of my life
    I cannot fight this battle alone
    This battle is not mines
    Why must I fight this fight alone
    A table was set for me in the presence of my enemies
    This battle is not mines so do I fight alone?
    No
    I am not alone in This fight
    I was put on the frontline of my life
    So that any weapon formed against me shall not prosper
    This battle was never mine
    I was never alone to fight this battle
    I was placed in this frontline to win this fight
    But this battle is not mines
    It does not belong to me
    I claimed to be a victim
    But today I claim victory
    I am no longer a victim
    I am victorious
    This battle is not mines it's the Lord.
    ©theresafontaine36

  • theresafontaine 172w

    I picked apart of your brain

    I picked apart of your brain
    You thought I was vulnerable
    I wasn't I picked apart of your brain
    You thought that if I cried,you'll lie
    To get between these thighs
    I wasn't vulnerable I picked apart of your brain
    See I think like you think
    But you wasn't thinking
    I picked apart of your brain
    When I lied for you and you thought it was the truth
    That lie was apart of your brain I picked
    I picked apart of your brain
    You thought you picked my brain when you wanted me to believe the things you promised
    See I think like you think
    But you wasn't thinking
    I picked apart of your brain
    Your insecurities led you to believe it was me
    But I knew it wasn't me cause I picked apart of your brain
    When you thought I was dumb
    I picked apart of my brain and gave you a piece of my intelligence
    I picked apart of my brain and gave you a piece of my love
    I picked apart of my brain and gave you security
    I picked apart of my brain and gave you my thoughts
    But you wasn't thinking
    You ignored that part of your brain I picked
    Now I give you back every piece of your brain I picked
    Like a rose you loved me,you loved me not
    I have No more pedals to pick
    And no more of your brain to pick apart
    I picked apart of your brain
    That stupid part of your brain
    I wasn't vulnerable
    I just gave you what I had
    Apart of my brain..

    By Theresa Fontaine.
    ©theresafontaine36

  • theresafontaine 172w

    Who Am I

    I was asked who was I
    Well let me tell you.....
    I am the phenomenal woman Maya Angelou told you about
    I am the face behind the cover girl magazine
    I am a seed that was planted in my grandmothers womb, that was planted in my mother's womb before she even knew about me.
    You ask me who I am
    I am the future you was warned about
    I tell you I am what you don't want me to be
    I am what the devil stole ,But God retsored me
    I was what you said I was
    but do you know who I am really?
    I was what man thought he created
    God already did that lol
    I am not the color of my skin but what lies beneath is who I am
    I am blue
    I am purple
    I am white
    I am black
    I am green
    Damn. I'm different you see
    I was asked who am I,
    Well let me show you
    You see I am a woman God created in his own image
    I am a mother
    I was a victim
    I am a overcomer
    I am an addict
    I am a lover
    I am a fighter
    I was a woman scorned
    But now i'm healed
    I wear my heart on my sleeve but in all actuality my heart is on my left but was is right
    My heart is pure
    My heart is innocent
    My heart was broken my heart is healing
    If you ask me who I am,
    I tell you I am my brothers keeper
    I am my sisters keeper.
    I am my sister
    I am your sister
    I am who you dont want me to be
    I am who i am
    I am you. look in the mirror and tell me if you see me ,cause I see you in me.
    I am who you dont want me to be.
    I am Theresa Virginia Fontaine
    I am a seed growing into a flower
    I am a train thats moving
    I am that footprint in the sand Jesus told you about.
    I am what God warned you about.
    Watch how God moves me cause I can't see it. You don't know who I am
    I don't know who I am
    but I know who God is molding and making me to be.
    Watch me but dont look to hard
    I might camouflage.....

    By Theresa Fontaine..
    ©theresafontaine36