Today is my heart beating fast fast Did it also use to happen before? Or today I am noticing it deeply! Like gave a chance to spellbound My attention and capture in ponders
A Potter clays me over wheels Applies pressure via hands to Enhance the malleable nature ductility to play with fingers If i accept to be more flexible Vase and murals could me made Through me,in me as me;artefacts
And when ego rejects boosting It's gets slurry like mud on the road Happens after rainfall, in the ditches when car throws that wet dirt on jeans While running over,sticks staining mood After drying,in a jerk sheds like a sand ghost in the air,on the ground like an illusion! (Ego never bends and what it does shows)
In everything,I think or do A bad voice always occurs first To drag me, destroy with evil motives Is it parallel universe?
We all have a piece in heart to slay ,to kill demons of duality Automatically becomes apoloclypse For the universal parasites,cause We are the fabric of that mini cosmos
Can you hear what I wanna tell you? Can you tell the secret I kept from you? Will you miss me if I'm gone without a trace? Will you get angry for leaving you no trail? I'm writing a diary that belongs to you I wrote my all secrets in some pages or few With this poem I'll give you some clue But don't cry on my feelings that grew When we were teenagers I make some illusions Me and you will be always together But you know life is filled with surprises My feelings were at peak but I got a heartache In a blink of an eye I was lying in a hospital My heart said to me its time for betrayal Your love is hard for my heartbeat to survive I can't fulfill your wishes that you strive I'm sorry that you've to part your ways Because I can't fulfill your only wish I put a hand on my chest with a smile and said It's okay don't worry, I fully understand Then I saw you, a tear fell from my eyes I still love you but I can't survive I have so many things to say to you I wanna live my whole life with you With this I end this poem of mine The diary I wrote, hope it won't make you cry Remember me always in your every smile I revealed my all my secrets that I used to hide
"Poetry is my last hope" Let me take you to the days When i was wandering In the streets of unknown To find the one who might Understand my emotions Nobody close to me could. The one with intense eyes, beautiful smile put just A pen and a paper in my hand And said no one would make you Feel lighter than Scribbling Your heavy heart on this