each path you take, will take two steps so let you guide you on your restless journey...
I don't know, but today seems like the perfect day to die I don't know why I feel like this maybe its the emptiness insideSometimes during the nightI lay awake and stair up at the skyHoping for some sign, from up aboveWanting something magical to happen,Wishing to be happy Like a small flower waiting to bloom©vibe_ana
Yet you stand with your slumped shoulders Awaiting a new day Never once did you imagine You'd be broken todayEyes so red and wet from crying For the world to understand The air around you,Turned bitter many ages agoYou're no longer sweet and brittle Just tired and in anguish,Each and every day
The pounding wount cease The throbbing wount yeiled The pain in my head wount give me a breakCant close my eyes or leave them open For the fire I feel in every inch of my brain keeps burning me inside outI take a pill well like four I drink water and run aroundYet the pain, is still thereWith every step I take I feel weaker With every breath I take I feel sadder With every peice of my soul I fight threw the demons stored inside my hallow heart. But sometimes I guess it's better to give upAnd give inn to those darkening thoughts that awful emptiness inside my heart. I guess it's best if I give up.©vibe_ana
I'll be there in the morning as your sleepy eyes openI'll be there threw the battles in the bathroom when toilet paper becomes something foreign and newI'll be there when your hungry and need something in your tummyI'll be there when your lonely and blueI'll be there when your laughter echoes threw thise walls that keep you hidden from the scary world I'll be there to hold you and let you know you are loved I'll be there when your days blurr into oneI'll be there when getting up is harder then anything you've ever done.I'll be there when you can no longer have the strength to carry onI'll be there to guide you to the heavenly father above. Ill be there for you no matter what. Have faith for you are in the hands of the Angel of Death.©vibe_ana
By: Anastasia Reeves #poeticjustice #America
As my tiny heart beats for the very first timeAnd my eyes see all the bright lights I breath inn the sweet air that surrounds my mind. My hand reaches out, to grasp on to life,But my fingers keep grasping at imaginary peopleHow can I forget that I'm all aloneHow can I forget that I don't have a homeHow can I forget you left and now I'm stuck to liveWith out you and with out my country As we fly to this new world I don't know what's in store. Now that I'm here I couldn't ask for more. The freedom the love and the unity I have Thank God for the flag hanging up above. I pledge allegiance to the flag, and hope that it will never fall apart.©vibe_ana
There is this girl who is so bright That sometimes life gets jelouse Her days of happiness blinds the dark As if to say to the evil onesI will for ever shine threw good times and bad times and surprises and no matter how bad the challenges get, I will always over come them. Because in life you just have to keep on going, and having the confedence to trust yourself to do the right things in tough situations and know how to love yourself no matter your circumstances
The sun keeps burning threw my soul, each time I dare to gaze upon it The night sky leaves me lost when I study itWhy does the moon look so sadAnd why do the stars look so happyEach day and night thise thoughts Keep me wondering Not sure if this feeling will ever leave Or will I just have to keep on wondering.
I knew it
Sad to say that I was rightAll along you were telling me liesAll along I kept my coolEven though this isn't rightI staid true to youI look like a fool with my hair a mess And my face all black and redLipstick smeard and the eyeliner running down my cheeks As I proceed to sit here and stair into the abyss The emptiness I feel can never be taken away because you don't care for me rightAt least that's what you say "what ever, it doesn't matter" always runs off your lips I hope one day I'll just vanish and disappear into the darkness that's my safe place Your negativity drains me everydayI used to be a flower but now I'm just a weed You've taken everything I had and left me to weep.
The thin line
My mind always races ahead of timeAs if to say, it's silly to stay in lineI tend to speed threw everyday events Like getting up and going to bedWaking up is a choar, coffee, cigarettes and I'm out the door.On my feet all the time, forget to sit down and unwind As the sun sets and the moon peeks threwMy mind still runing like there is nothing better to doMy bodies telling it to stop and take a moment, for my feet and hands are hurtingThe thoughts just overwhelm my brain So I keep going wishing it would end.By the time my head hits the pillow, I'm so worn out and outta words I close my eyes and hope that tomorrow will be slower©vibe_ana
I put myself out there I give you all I haveI try to make you happyI try to make things rightEach day and nightYou push me away As if it's just a gameI'm tired of this undless fable The mind games you playYou tell me that you love meThen tell me that you don't need meI'm stuck here in a corner Crying myself to pieces Wish things would turn out differentI'm not perfect but I tryI'm not the one for you I know thatBut I've given you all my love I've given you all my time What do I do but sit here and cry