Miraquill
Totally gone
I don't know, but today seems like the perfect day to die
I don't know why I feel like this
maybe its the emptiness inside
Sometimes during the night
I lay awake and stair up at the sky
Hoping for some sign, from up above
Wanting something magical to happen,
Wishing to be happy
Like a small flower waiting to bloom
©vibe_ana
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vibe_ana
86w
Passing by
Yet you stand with your slumped shoulders
Awaiting a new day
Never once did you imagine
You'd be broken today
Eyes so red and wet from crying
For the world to understand
The air around you,
Turned bitter many ages ago
You're no longer sweet and brittle
Just tired and in anguish,
Each and every day -
vibe_ana
144w
Head ache
The pounding wount cease
The throbbing wount yeiled
The pain in my head wount give me a break
Cant close my eyes or leave them open
For the fire I feel in every inch of my brain keeps burning me inside out
I take a pill well like four
I drink water and run around
Yet the pain, is still there
With every step I take I feel weaker
With every breath I take I feel sadder
With every peice of my soul I fight threw the demons stored inside my hallow heart.
But sometimes I guess it's better to give up
And give inn to those darkening thoughts that awful emptiness inside my heart. I guess it's best if I give up.
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Faith
I'll be there in the morning as your sleepy eyes open
I'll be there threw the battles in the bathroom when toilet paper becomes something foreign and new
I'll be there when your hungry and need something in your tummy
I'll be there when your lonely and blue
I'll be there when your laughter echoes threw thise walls that keep you hidden from the scary world
I'll be there to hold you and let you know you are loved
I'll be there when your days blurr into one
I'll be there when getting up is harder then anything you've ever done.
I'll be there when you can no longer have the strength to carry on
I'll be there to guide you to the heavenly father above.
Ill be there for you no matter what.
Have faith for you are in the hands of the Angel of Death.
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Peace
As my tiny heart beats for the very first time
And my eyes see all the bright lights
I breath inn the sweet air that surrounds my mind.
My hand reaches out, to grasp on to life,
But my fingers keep grasping at imaginary people
How can I forget that I'm all alone
How can I forget that I don't have a home
How can I forget you left and now I'm stuck to live
With out you and with out my country
As we fly to this new world
I don't know what's in store.
Now that I'm here I couldn't ask for more.
The freedom the love and the unity I have
Thank God for the flag hanging up above. I pledge allegiance to the flag, and hope that it will never fall apart.
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vibe_ana
180w
Rain
There is this girl who is so bright
That sometimes life gets jelouse
Her days of happiness blinds the dark
As if to say to the evil ones
I will for ever shine threw good times and bad times and surprises and no matter how bad the challenges get, I will always over come them. Because in life you just have to keep on going, and having the confedence to trust yourself to do the right things in tough situations and know how to love yourself no matter your circumstances -
vibe_ana
180w
Thoughts
The sun keeps burning threw my soul, each time I dare to gaze upon it
The night sky leaves me lost when I study it
Why does the moon look so sad
And why do the stars look so happy
Each day and night thise thoughts
Keep me wondering
Not sure if this feeling will ever leave
Or will I just have to keep on wondering. -
I knew it
Sad to say that I was right
All along you were telling me lies
All along I kept my cool
Even though this isn't right
I staid true to you
I look like a fool with my hair a mess
And my face all black and red
Lipstick smeard and the eyeliner running down my cheeks
As I proceed to sit here and stair into the abyss
The emptiness I feel can never be taken away because you don't care for me right
At least that's what you say "what ever, it doesn't matter" always runs off your lips
I hope one day I'll just vanish and disappear into the darkness that's my safe place
Your negativity drains me everyday
I used to be a flower but now I'm just a weed
You've taken everything I had and left me to weep. -
vibe_ana
185w
The thin line
My mind always races ahead of time
As if to say, it's silly to stay in line
I tend to speed threw everyday events
Like getting up and going to bed
Waking up is a choar, coffee, cigarettes and I'm out the door.
On my feet all the time, forget to sit down and unwind
As the sun sets and the moon peeks threw
My mind still runing like there is nothing better to do
My bodies telling it to stop and take a moment, for my feet and hands are hurting
The thoughts just overwhelm my brain
So I keep going wishing it would end.
By the time my head hits the pillow, I'm so worn out and outta words I close my eyes and hope that tomorrow will be slower
©vibe_ana -
Done
I put myself out there
I give you all I have
I try to make you happy
I try to make things right
Each day and night
You push me away
As if it's just a game
I'm tired of this undless fable
The mind games you play
You tell me that you love me
Then tell me that you don't need me
I'm stuck here in a corner
Crying myself to pieces
Wish things would turn out different
I'm not perfect but I try
I'm not the one for you I know that
But I've given you all my love
I've given you all my time
What do I do but sit here and cry
