I have spent years building myself up.
Marble walls that almost touch the sun.
High enough to protect myself from those who do not make the effort to climb.
Now, the deepest parts of me flow like rivers.
There Is unceasing peace
where so much chaos used to be.
Inside of me, there are flowers and trees,
and where I once felt so suffocated,
I now can breathe.
I spent a lot of time on myself.
Nourishing deep within my walls,
mending what was left
I no longer have time for who or
what doesn't love me.
I will no longer let anything
interrupt my tranquility.
w.p.g
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whtnygrdn 119w
*I AM LEARNING*
- I am learning that this life is nothing without loving yourself. If you do not love yourself, you will always feel empty and incomplete. I am learning that someone else doesn't decide your worth and no matter what they say, you can be anything you want to be. I am learning that I am in control of me ❤
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whtnygrdn 120w
My heart
It cries
It bleeds
Still, it loves more
than anything
w.p.g -
whtnygrdn 125w
I'm gonna be honest with you guys. It's been a rough holiday for my family and me. My Grandpa passed away Christmas Eve morning. It has been hard to let go. I'm trying my best to smile.
#writersnetwork #writingcommunity #mirakee #readwriteunite #rwu @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteuniteI am sad
I smile a lot,
I laugh
I do my best to ignore the pain
If I don't, I'll wither away
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whtnygrdn 128w
Forgive me if I stumble.
I have never walked this path before.
I have always known love to be
an unevenly paved road, a dead end,
a one-way street.
You see, I have only ever been
good at loving what doesn't love me.
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whtnygrdn 131w
I am almost empty
There is still a little magic in me
Darling, I want to give you what's left
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whtnygrdn 131w
In my feelings on this cold November day
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@writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteuniteI've become something I am not
Someone I've never met
Someone I never wanted to know
Pouring love in
Never replenished by another
I've become empty
I've become a monster
With no empathy for who I was
w.p.g -
whtnygrdn 133w
You changed and so have my feelings towards you and us. You're all of the things you said you would never be.
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@readwriteunite @writersnetwork @mirakeeI don't believe you anymore
Your lies outweigh your promises
Pain outweighs the peace
Doubt outweighs the trust
Loathe outweighs the love
w.p.g -
whtnygrdn 135w
I am as hopeful as I am broken,
it's confusing at times
My heart still exists,
it's both broken and bleeding,
and so am I
It hurts, but I am happy times
It hurts, but I know it could be worse,
so I smile
Most of the time I know better, and
sometimes I do better, but not all of the time
I am not a contradiction
I am all of the things I'm living
I am what I feel inside
I am complex
A mixture of oceans, stars, and flames
I am filled with both love and pain
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whtnygrdn 137w
You are the only peace that
my soul has ever known
w.p.g -
whtnygrdn 138w
I don't know who I am anymore.
You took a part of me
with you when you left.
The part of me that knew what
direction it was going.
I'm lost now.
I often find myself standing still,
and anytime I try to move
I just run in circles.
I'm trying to find my way back.
I'm lost without a map.
I'm lost without you.
I'm lost without myself.
w.p.g
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justumar 204w
Endings are the beginnings of new stories. #sumarise
#ending #beginning @writersnetwork #aryan22.
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writeratheart96 206w
Just an object
My body was a walking board
Their words were hurling darts.
My heart was just a dish to break
A reason for my scars.
My body was a throwing stone
Their actions heaved me far.
My heart was like an open fire
Shoot, leave me dead, and in the dark. -
Out of all the walls he created for himself, she knew the perfect one to break.
©the_neverlander -
anne_verse 239w
Because you're worthy to be loved
And you're loved by the KING OF KINGS!!!
Thank you Abba!!Learning to love yourself
Will be the most painful
Process to do,
But the most beautiful and honest
Love that you'll ever have.
Anne -
Wish List
They say if wishes were fishes even beggars would eat. Sigh. But that's just the way of this terribly practical world. Don't you get weary of the reality sometimes? Don't you wonder how wonderful it could be to really,truly believe in six impossible things before breakfast? How wonderful to live in Neverland. Ah,to never grow up and never grow old. Wishes.....If I could wish,I would wish for magic. This world needs something inexplicable. Something unexplainable. Something that defies the rules of physics or gravity or practicality or common sense. Sensibility is overrated anyway. No one experiences life the way it's supposed to be experienced by being sensible!
I would wish for peanut butterflies and rocking horse flies too. I would wish for Sand Witches and water sprites. I would wish for dryads and naiads and kelpies. For imps and pixies. I would wish for tall,ancient,beautiful trees and capricious,playful,wise elves. I would wish for dwarves and goblins and gremlins. I would wish for moonflowers and Starfire gems. Just so I could always carry a piece of the night sky with me wherever I go.
I would wish for pegasi and mermaids,storm gods and witches. Enchantresses and wizards and potions to turn cruel people into toads. I would wish for a familiar. I wonder what mine would be.....probably a sarcastic cat. Lol.
I would wish for gemstones to grow on plants until they ripen. Ever wondered what a ruby tasted like? I have. Imagine drinking the juice of crushed rubies or sapphires.... Sigh. It must taste absolutely wonderful.
I would wish to be one with the rain. Already it feels as though half my soul belongs to it. It moves me as no one can. It named me after all. Its only fair that some part of me belongs to it as payment. I would wish for the rain to fall in silver streams from soft grey overcast skies on silver green grass and leaves. I would wish the scent of the wet,fragrant earth to enfold every living being with the sense of home and freshness and peace. I would wish for rain,because it moves me to words and music and a beautiful nostalgia that I'd rather never let go of. Oh,the rain.....
And,I would wish for love. The kind that moves mountains and devours oceans to fulfill itself. The kind that makes your very being vibrate and harmonize with another person's, where your sun rises and sets in another person's eyes,where your coming together was written in the stars. A love that could change worlds. I would wish for that love.
There are other things,I'm sure. But right at this moment,writing these are enough. It gives me a sense of peace to put it out there. That someone,somewhere, might read it and maybe for just one moment,in all of eternity,they would feel the way I do. Does this song in my soul echo in yours too?
©regen_voda
